Day 4897 of wondering wether I’m actually on the ace spectrum or if it’s just because I was raised Mormon and taught that as an AFAB person my body was porn and sinful and that premarital sex was a sin just as bad as murder, yet simultaneously that as a woman my only purpose in this world is to marry as soon as legally possible and pump out as many babies as soon as possible, so I should try to be attractive and cater physically and socially to the men in my community. (But don’t be TOO attractive otherwise I’ll make their peeners feel funny and make them sin because I showed a shoulder)
