My conversations with friends, people in general seems so boring, I'm bad at starting a convo I always ask the same questions and I feel like I annoy people which is why I get blocked without them even getting to know me? Like it hurts, even my ex doesn't want to talk to me cause all I do is small talk, apparently he thinks it's an "autistic" thing which I guess for me it's somewhat true, I was never good with talking to ppl, and I have gotten better. Like, even with my close friends I just don't know what to say at time when their telling me a story, I want to work on saying full sentences and expanding my vocabulary more. I want new people to enjoy talking to me...