#sssj2.5

[itsrottenwork]

I can’t even begin to tell you how important it is to do things that you love, no matter what, for no one else but you. It’s made me realize I need to focus more on keeping myself healthy, it’s proven to me that I’m going to be somebody someday, and it’s made me feel like I can really be loved 

[itsrottenwork]

2018 was designed to push me, to challenge me in so many possible ways until I don’t know how to go on. 

2019 is, therefore, a test, to see how I’ll go on in spite of that.

[itsrottenwork]

🔆summer resolutions🔆

🌸 gay it up

🌸 do something meaningful

🌸 don’t waste your time

🌸 decide who your true friends are

🌸 don’t hesitate

[itsrottenwork]

yesterday was a great day but tonight we really out here grappling with deep-rooted emotional troubles like knowing my own value and my purpose in life 🙃🙃🙃

[itsrottenwork]

I don’t can’t cry like I used to. It’s as if I’ve forgotten how.

[itsrottenwork]

I used to be in love, and I was sad then too but at least then I knew what I wanted, what I thought would make me feel better. Now I don’t know what I want, I’m aimless and unsatisfied with my life and I don’t have anything or anyone I’m passionate enough to relieve that

[itsrottenwork]

It’s honestly so scary but also empowering to know that there’s something so important to me that I’d drop everything for it

[itsrottenwork]

I realized that the best parts of 2018 are exactly what I have to sacrifice in order to move forward in 2019 and beyond, and while I want to go on to bigger and better things, I really don’t know if I’m ready to leave those things behind