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you know how we all collectively thought as a fandom that even’s always been very sure about his sexuality and what he liked and what he wanted 

and now we’re sitting here trying to process the fact that he wasn’t, and he hated himself so much he tried to “cure” himself and then tried to take his own life because he was being told he was going to hell for liking boys

we have seriously never toed the waters we’re being forcefully thrown into right now. even bech næsheim had a similar struggle to isak’s concerning religion and homosexuality, and he still pursued isak – he still saw this boy and said, maybe he’s worth it. maybe this one’s different. maybe it’s not wrong.

and now they’re both living together and are happy with who they are and don’t touch me

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the fact that even found isak after all of that, all of that -- losing his friends, probably questioning his sexuality, trying to take his own life -- the fact that after all of that, things looked up and he found someone to love and who loves him back unconditionally is one of the most uplifting and awe-inspiring things that has ever happened on this show and i am so, so grateful

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to call even a liar because he most likely feels ashamed about a time in his life where his mental illness was most prominent and most likely doesn’t tell isak because of this fact doesn’t make you a good theorist js

people with mental illness often feel very, very ashamed of the things they’ve done. they don’t share this with the people around them out of said shame, and maybe even sometimes, to protect the other person.

but call him a manipulative liar one more time, lol. after he’s shown how much he loves isak time and time again??? nah son, miss me with that shit

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i can already feel the effects of limited pov again

‘cause don’t you just feel really excluded right now? sana literally told eva she’d be down to hang out tomorrow after chris said she’s gonna go bowling with her cousin and then,,, they just end up going out together anyway

vilde talks about all of them in the gc as if they’ve all had boyfriends before and completely glosses over the fact that that’s not true for sana

sana hasn’t told them about yousef, the boy she so obviously has a crush on, because? they wouldn’t understand, maybe? they wouldn’t care, not if she’s not having sex with him, the way vilde’s having sex with magnus?

none of them ask sana what kind of pizza she wants even though! it’s a very simple question to ask! none of them think about her dietary restrictions like

they’re not bad girls. we know this. but at the moment we feel like they’re insensitive, like they’re excluding us, because sana feels like an outsider with the people she’s meant to trust the most and be the closest to. that’s not to say sana has any ill will towards them – because i doubt it – but we’re finally seeing how the smallest details can make the biggest impact on someone like sana and that makes me so, so sad.

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isak: i can't study at home!!! not when you look at me i have a test!!!

also isak: well what's the point of studying at home if you're not looking at me

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can you believe even bech næsheim is now officially a part of the Boy Squad

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i can’t believe my boy is out there,,,, publicly kissing his boyfriend,,, publicly sitting on his lap,,,, publicly being affectionate,,,, he’s out there Doing That,,, gayin in public,,,, when a couple of months ago he couldn’t even kiss him outside a coffeeshop,,,, i’m so emotional