#stabfilmed

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@stabfilmed​ asked:  “ would you kill for me? ”

madeline turns to  l o o k  at her partner, a light smirk pulling at her lips. “ charlie, you know the answer to that question... ” she starts, her voice soft and sultry.

she walks over to him, reaching over and gently twirling his hair with a pale finger. “ i think the real question is whether you would kill for me, and how much would you enjoy it? ”

[icameasiam-arch]

-  𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒔   𝒊𝒔   𝒂   𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒍-𝒐𝒖𝒕   𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒕   𝒇𝒐𝒓   𝑨𝒍𝒚𝒔𝒔𝒂:

                  Few   people   in   this   world   have   proven   to   me   that   human   beings   can   still   be   trusted.   Alyssa   is   one   of   these   few   people.   On   this   site,   you   meet   various   personalities.   You   encounter   people   that   you   believe   you   have   a   strong   bond   with,   and   you   learn   that   you   were   wrong.   It   isn't   always   a   bad   thing   ---   those   endings.   But   if   one   person   on   this   site   that   has   stayed   the   same   as   they   were   from   day   one   ( with   growth )   that   person   is   Alyssa.

               From   the   second   I   met   Alyssa   she   made   sure   to   make   me   comfortable   and   to   make   me   feel   appreciated.   From   her   compliments   and   how   quickly   we   bonded   ---   to   how   quickly   our   muses   connected.   This   is   a   gift   ---   she   is   a   gift.   

                Alyssa   has   been   so   attentive   to   me   in   various   ways.   From   my   emotional   state   to   my   mental   ---   to   pushing   me   to   be   a   better   writer   and   creator.   With   my   years   on   the   internet   and   this   site,   I   have   come   across   so   many   kinds    of    people.   I   have   come   across   people   who   don't   even   want   to   share   what   color   they   use   on   their   blog   ---   that   is   fine   ---   that   is   their   comfort.   

                The   thing   is   ...   Alyssa   will   take   the   time   to   teach   you   anything   and   everything   she   knows   ---   to   the   best   of   her   abilities.   Alyssa   offers   to   create   for   you   what   you   wish   you   could   create   but   lack   in   ability   to   do.   Not   just   that,   she   teaches   you   so   that   you   can   learn   how   to   make   those   ideas   come   to   life.   Alyssa   will   literally   take   time   out   of   her   day   and   record   step   by   step   how   she   does   things   because   she   knows   you   are   frustrated   with   your   80-year-old   abilities   in   a   young   adult   body.   She   says   it   is   no   trouble,   that   it   doesn't   bother   her   ---   she   does   it   so   selflessly.   

              Alyssa   offers   to   do   what   you   wish   you   could.   Alyssa   has   such   an   understanding   of   the   people   she   speaks   to,   and   the   characters   she   interacts   with   that   what   you   see   when   you   close   your   eyes   is   right   in   front   of   you   when   she   is   done.   

              After   three   years   of   having   icameasiam   I   finally   have   edits   that   bring   this   whole   blog   together.   I   finally   have   the   edits   I   always   saw   behind   my   eyes   but   couldn't   create   myself.   She   did   that.   She   did   the   promo   that   you   will   all   be   seeing   soon and   the   pictures   on   my   blog   and   header.   She   took   time   to   do   ( which   she   says   was   no   time   at   all. )   She   took   her   talent   ( which   she   downplays   often. )   She   took   her   understanding   and   created   something   for   me   that   gives   this   blog   and   my   character   so   much   more   life.   

              So   thank   you,   my   spoopy   angel.   Thank   you   for   being   who   you   are.   I   hope   you   never   change.   I   hope   you   stay   as   you   are   because   God   knows   that   this   world   and   this   website   need   people   like   you   to   help   heal   others.   You   are   a   blessing   to   me   and   everyone   you   encounter   ---   to   everyone   that   truly   knows   you.   

              Thank   you   ---   I   love   you   so   much    @stabfilmed​

[icameasiam-arch]

-  𝑻𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒌  𝒚𝒐𝒖  𝒕𝒐  𝒕𝒉𝒆  𝒇𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒈:

                   I   have   met   some   generous   and   talented   users   on   this   site.   A   few   months   ago   I   reached   out   to   these   two   talented   blogs   (with   different   URLs   at   the   time)   and   they   were   so   gracious   about   allowing   me   to   use   their   own   creations   as   desired.   I   reached   out   and   asked   if   it   would   be   possible   for   me   to   use   their   already   beautiful   edits   and   tweak   them   as   needed   for   them   to   be   used   on   my   blog.

                  They   allowed   me   to   do   so   and   ever   since   that   day   editing   became   much   easier   for   me.   The   promo   and   pictures   I   am   now   able   to   share   with   you   was   created   by   @stabfilmed​   with   the   wonderful   edits   made   by   both   @hearthouses   and   @ghostsinthesheets

          Here   are   the   pictures   /   gifs   I   sent   to   @stabfilmed​   which   she   turned   into   even   more   of   a   masterpiece.

           I    also    want    to    thank    @tattooedtaemin​    for    their    PSD’s    which    I    found    on    Deviant*art

                                               HEARTHOUSES:

                                    HERE  /  HERE  /  HERE                   

GHOSTSINTHESHEETS:

                                                        HERE 

TATTOOEDTAEMIN:

                                                HERE  /  HERE

[amiabel]

i’m stupid in love and there’s nothing i can do. HEHEHE

*    ♥     :      ⎛  @stabfilmed​  ⎠     /     𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑟  𝑖𝑛  𝑡𝘩𝑒  𝑎𝑙𝑝𝑠  !

𝙷𝙴  𝙸𝙽𝚂𝙸𝚂𝚃𝚂  𝙷𝙸𝚂  𝙸𝙽𝙲𝙰𝙽𝙳𝙴𝚂𝙲𝙴𝙽𝚃  ,   𝚁𝙰𝙳𝙸𝙰𝙽𝚃  𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴  .   he  says  it  makes  him  stupid  but  he  was  always  stupid  ,   and  what  charlie  feels  could  make  a  geiger  counter  sing  .   

amabel’s  seen  poison  in  the  eyes  of  people  before  ,   not  just  teenage  boys  turned  idiot  by  their  wayward  hearts  .   she’s  seen  misnomers  both  outrageous  and  tragic  ,   his  is  neither  .   his  is  an  ordinary  miscommunication  that  she  has  no  choice  but  to  try  and  right  .   she  is  practical  ,   after  all  .

❝      𝑜𝘩  ,   𝑐𝘩𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑖𝑒  ,   𝑦𝑜𝑢  𝑎𝑟𝑒  𝑛𝑜𝑡  𝑖𝑛  𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒  .   𝑖𝑡  𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑠  𝑡𝑜  𝑚𝑒  𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒  𝑦𝑜𝑢  𝑎𝑟𝑒  𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦  𝑖𝑛  𝑝𝑎𝑖𝑛  .      ❞      she  says  ,   the  weight  of  her  disappointment  is  palpable  .   but  he’s  always  had  a  tendency  to  be  incorrect  .      ❝      leave  the  poor  girl  to  herself  and  wait  a  year  or  two  .   a  boy  your  age  is  still  a  boy  ,   enjoy  it  while  you  have  the  time  .      ❞

but  mabel  can  see  that  he  will  not  listen  .   he’s  still  as  close  to  doing  something  evil  with  that  ugly  ,   festering  imposter  as  when  he  walked  into  her  parlour  .   she  feels  a  lurching  in  her  chest  .

she  gets  him  tea  ,   she  lets  him  stay  and  talk  .   and  then  she  lets  him  leave  when  it  gets  dark  .

[amiabel]

i don’t believe in that stuff anymore.

*    ♥     :      ⎛  @stabfilmed  ⎠     /     𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑟  𝑖𝑛  𝑡𝘩𝑒  𝑎𝑙𝑝𝑠  !

𝙷𝙸𝚂  𝙵𝙰𝙲𝙴  𝙷𝙰𝚂  𝚄𝚂𝚄𝚁𝙿𝙴𝙳  𝙷𝙴𝚁  𝙻𝙸𝚃𝚃𝙻𝙴  𝙱𝚁𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁'𝚂  .   did  colm  resemble  him  ,   or  was  he  only  practice  for  the  dismal  twinkle  in  charlie’s  eye  ?   he  says  awful  things  to  get  her  to  do  magic  tricks  ,   because  little  boys  like  wasting  time  and  looking  like  each  other  .

colm  had  black  hair  .   he  did  .   she  tries  not  to  strain  her  tired  eyelids  against  a  setting  sun  that  is  not  there  as  she  searches  for  his  face  .   it  is  only  charlie  walker  ,   and  perhaps  the  boy  before  was  still  not  right  .

the  names  all  run  together  ,   sprinting  like  sentences  said  on  a  deathbed  .   she  wants  to  hold  her  cheeks  and  wail  that  there  is  time  enough  there  is  time  enough  to  remember  .   but  she  has  forgotten  how  .

she  has  not  forgotten  how  to  die  .

❝      𝑎𝑛𝑑  𝑡𝘩𝑎𝑡  𝑖𝑠  𝑤𝘩𝑦  𝑦𝑜𝑢  𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑒𝑑  𝑖𝑛  𝑡𝑜  𝑚𝑦  𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑜𝑢𝑟  ,   𝑎𝑛𝑑  𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙  𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒  𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛  𝑡𝑜𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑜𝑤  ,      ❞      amabel  gives  a  wry  smile  .   

screaming  is  cheap  terror  that  she  will  not  abide  .   little  boys  like  complicated   scares  ,   she  can  see  it  in  his  bright  face  .   show  me  something  cool  ,   witch  .   something  i  can  keep  .

❝      because  you  do  not  believe  and  perhaps  never  shall  .   but  it  is  always  nice  to  be  puzzled  about  whether  or  not  you  should  .   i  think  you  have  been  very  puzzled  ,   dear  .      ❞

[amiabel]

*    ♥     :      ⎛  @stabfilmed​​  ⎠    /     𝑝𝑙𝑜𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑑  𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑟  !

𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃  𝙸𝚂  𝚃𝙾  𝙱𝙴  𝙲𝙴𝙻𝙴𝙱𝚁𝙰𝚃𝙴𝙳  𝙰𝙱𝙾𝚄𝚃  𝙰  𝙼𝚄𝚁𝙳𝙴𝚁  ?   amabel  sits  at  the  table  reading  her  newspaper  dated  six  years  past  and  her  tea  similarly  sits  untouched  .   in  the  distance  ,   a  train  winds  along  a  crooked  track  and  gives  a  mournful  wail  .

it  is  raining  outside  ,   that  is  why  he  told  her  he  is  here  .   charlie  takes  his  tea  with  too  much  sugar  ,   for  he  is  just  a  boy  .   mabel  glances  at  him  over  the  greying  paper  ,   thin  as  a  membrane  .   the  thick  ,   blocky  letters  that  spell  murderer  seem  to  fit  in  the  hollows  beneath  his  eyes  .

❝      𝑖𝑓  𝑦𝑜𝑢’𝑣𝑒  𝑡𝘩𝑒  𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙  𝑎𝑛𝑑  𝑡𝘩𝑒  𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒  ,   𝑎𝑛𝑦  𝑜𝑙𝑑  𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔  𝑐𝑎𝑛  𝑏𝑒  𝑎  𝑤𝑒𝑎𝑝𝑜𝑛  𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑑  𝑡𝑜  𝑘𝑖𝑙𝑙  ,      ❞      she  says  with  the  boredom  of  fly  on  maggoty  steak  .      ❝      and  it  isn’t  guaranteed  to  solve  all  your  problems  ,   nor’s  it  necessarily  going  to  make  you  very  interesting  .      ❞

her  face  looks  very  old  ,   then  ,   as  the  story’s  age  begins  to  creep  up  on  her  .   amabel  is  still  smiling  ,   however  .

❝      but  living  forever  ,   now  that  can  be  interesting  .   perhaps  very  interesting  ,   if  done  with  the  right  sort  of  spark  .      ❞

[wildpawed-moved]

          @stabfilmed​

“You don’t have to keep staring you know.” Cards were spread on her table. “If you’re wanting a reading, all you have to do is ask.” A brief pause. “Or are you a skeptic trying to figure out the scam I’m supposedly running?”

[twilightttv-a]

@stabfilmed​ liked for a starter ! 

Uhhh. What the fuck? This isn’t the right dimension SHIT- How the fuck is he expected to go home if all those stupid dimension keys looked the same?! 

He grips onto the key tight and stands up straight, “ uh- hey.  “