Excellent question!! Honestly, my first reaction would be to #stabthem. I have an abnormal #obsession with #sharpobjects, especially #knives. Trust me, I’m not a #psychopath, my doctor has already determined that. ✨✨✨✨✨True story though, I grew up having the most manipulative and depraved family member ever. He was a monster sometimes, and a charismatic jokester other times. His lack of empathy and need to inflict pain was my first memory at age four. He could destroy someone’s self-esteem in less than ten minutes. I’ve seen him make grown men cry, and run away. He’s threatened, beaten, and destroyed countless families, marriages, and relationships. ✨✨✨✨✨He’s old now, and has turned to Jesus. He wants to go to heaven at the last minute. I see through him, while everyone else wants to forgive. He claims he doesn’t remember things, and things he remembers are not true or warped to make him appear the bigger person. ✨✨✨✨✨This monster is a monster in “disguise” now. I dreamed of stabbing him every night for 24 years before I was able to work it out in therapy. At first, my dreams were dark and terrifying, but then I started to like the crunch of bone and smell of blood. I hated him that much. During the stretch of time between dusk and dawn, I WAS THE MONSTER! Would you have destroyed me? (at Lowgap, North Carolina)
