#staffrec

[aftgficlibrary]

Personal faves?

we have a whole masterlist for this! i don’t think any of us have actually updated this in about 2 years but! it exists! -maz

[aftgficlibrary]

So this isn't really a fic ask, but could you recommend some of your favorite AFTG fic authors?

Anonymous said: Could you rec some good AFTG fic authors?

spanglebangle, moonix, and gluupor are pretty excellent! -Halley

chiming in to add allyasavedtheday, and I do like smokesprite as well!-Atlas

I love idnis and badacts! they’re both pretty cool.-Aaron

[aftgficlibrary]

hi there!! any way you could recommend some angsty kandriel?? I've checked the tags already but it'd be amazing if you could rec some! :D so grateful for all of you for keeping this account!! 💞💞

Thank you!-Atlas

An Abridged Family Medical Guide, 6th Edition by 30degreesandsnowing ( G/T  | 15,886 | 2/2 Works)

The Fall by aflyingcoffeebean ( M | Incomplete | 14/?)

“People often fear those with powers,” Neil stated blandly, his nails digging into the wood of the table.Yes, Andrew was well aware of how powers could be feared, but he was also aware of how that fear could be used to his advantage.“Maybe they should.” He shrugged.Aka, the antihero au no one asked for or needed.

let me love the pain you're going through by MadHatterNO7 (T | 1,526 | 1/1)

Neil remembers his mother saying, "Soulmates don’t exist. They aren’t real. They are a burden that would get you killed."

Neil supposes he knows why.

His mother's soulmate was never his father.

[aftgficlibrary]

heyy I just saw the ask about fav authors by the staff and that was a beautiful list but im crying bc ive literally read everything by all of them,,,if its not too much trouble could I know if there are any fav kandreil writers? thank you I LOVE ALL OF YOU

Sure!-Atlas

aflyingcoffeebean

30degreesandsnowing

KING (pelted) (Formerly Saul: only did a couple Kandreil)

[aftgficlibrary]

Hey) I love your page and I must say you do a great work here❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️I read a fic you made a post about (Drowning) and it impressed me a lot. Maybe you can advice some more fics about Andreil which are also super Angst and Hurt/Comfort? Idk I just really like to read about my boys suffer bc that’s when my heart aches. Thanks a lot 🙏🏻

Thank you so much, I really enjoy running the blog but your words mean a lot <3. Hmm angst, here’s a couple- Fall

Forget all the shooting stars and all the silver moons… by FreakingOutGirl (G | 24,008 | 15/15)

Andrew had just left Juvie, at 15, and nothing in his future called him, until he met a boy running from a wild dog and saved him.That boy gave Andrew the home he never had, until external forces separated them.For years, Neil worried about Andrew, only finding his whereabouts after Andrew joined the Foxes.For Andrew’s safety, Neil kept his distance, but now, with Neil signing with the Palmetto Foxes can those two finally reunited and live the life they were meant to? Or are the ghosts from the past too strong to let them walk out of the darkness?

Baltimore Blues by SpangleBangle (E | 17,097 | 3/3)

He saw the duffel.It was battered all to hell and the strap was nearly torn from the bag, but it still glowed almost neon in the darkening night and streetlamp glare. Neil would never…He dropped to his knees beside it and rifled through it, looking for any sign, any clue as to where Neil might have run. Nothing, nothing, nothing. Until his fingers found the keyring. Until he found the phone.

Andrew’s perspective on the Binghamton riot and the walking tragedy that is Neil Josten.

unsteady by lipsstainedbloodred (T | 808 | 1/1)

Andrew and Neil get into an argument and Neil has a panic attack.

(This one was written by the same author as the drowning one:

Wrecked by justdk (T | 2,673 | 1/1)

He had one missed call. From Andrew. And one voicemail. With trembling fingers Neil tapped at the phone until he could hear Andrew’s voice, low and tense: “Can you come get me?”

(There’s this one which seems really angsty but I’ve always been too scared to read:

Not Damsels, not Knights by my_unlikely_hero (M | 93,081 | 47/47)

Neil is not a damsel, Andrew is not a knight, Riko is not a dragon. Nobody gets saved. Not really.

Or:Riko goes too far, and Neil is left in pieces.

/Graphic Depictions Of Violence /Rape/Non /Self-Harm 

The Drumbeat in Your Chest by TheBashfulPoet (T | 4,890 | 1/1)

It was never supposed to be like this. He was never supposed to feel like this. He wasn’t supposed to feel ever. Not like this. Not when he wasn’t on a roof, feet dangling in the air and the rush of the fall threatening to pull him over the edge. Not when the only other cause is nowhere near him.

And really that’s the problem, isn’t it?

Or the one where Andrew feels and Neil disassociates.