I can’t. I just can’t. =(((((((. 11 Episode. Despite Yuuri fell so many time, or how stronger other staker are, I always believe in him. I still believe in him now!! But... My friend, I just can’t. I love him so much, so I can’t. I can’t watch again that episode. It’s so sad. My heart can’t handle that. My cinnamon roll. =((((. Why they must push him to that?? I know Yuuri is strong. I know Viktor care, not just care. I know Viktor love him. But why??? Kubo sensei... Why??? =((( Why you didn’t turn around, Viktor? What did you think? Why you didn’t say anything?? I must watch raw again to know ecxactly, but at the same time my heart just can’t..... Look at his eyes... It’s remind me to his eyes in the first episode. He so lonely, so disappoited.
Why after a long way, his heart, both Viktor and Yuuri, for some reason, at that moment, I feel like they close their heart again? One when they still is a stranger with each other. But now, when they know ecxactly what he become in his heart. Both of them are stronger, and fighting alone in a long time in the past. I feel like they just used to it, and now don’t know how to speak it out. Please. Please!! Kubo sensei.... I believe in the end, after that, far in the future, they will stay with each other. Always. Forever. But, I love Yuuri so much, and we must wait a week to see how it will come, so I can’t stop my nervous. His eyes break my heart. =(((( Speak it out!! Both of you!! You must to do that!!!
I must happy to Yurio too. I love him too. But... Sorry. Why I love a sport anime where all of character go to a competition to fight with each other? =((( I'm so torn with happy and sad at the same time. JJ. I’m so sorry. You and your precious girlfriend. Both of you are great. Sorry that in previous episode I always think you are so annoyed.
Episode 11 is great. And because of that my heart..... =(((((










