#stan marsh x reader

[rainesfall]

[SMAU & fem!reader] kyle, kenny, & stan launching your relationship

note: i actually really like these!!! 😽 would’ve done one for cartman but i didn’t know what to put. peep the puppy profile pictures for karen and ike!

[anakur]

Guysss.... What are we thinking of the stick of truth fantasy kind of au..?

[anakur]

Meeting his family (feat. Main 4 & Butters)

🌹| A/N : aw hi thank you, you're so sweet. like awwww ily I hope you'll enjoy what I have written <3 and I hope the tags will work on this one

And these turned out so long?? Oml

they took long enough too. Excuse my technological issues

🥀| Warning(s) : Stan's house doesn't make sense. I FORGOT HE MOVED OUT OF SOUTH PARK* BECAUSE OF TEGRIDY so just ignore that pls

*Edit : hah.

Stan ⋆ ˚｡⋆🎧˚

Hah. No

No genuinely, no.

Stan has tried putting off introducing you to his parents for the longest time.

In a perfect world he would have no problem with his parents meeting you and his only worry would be enduring some mild teasing from his sister. In a perfect world Randy wouldn't be his father.

But one day, it was still early as you two approached his house after a date. He was supposed to walk inside, quickly grab his coat and get back to you and walk you home.

Buuuut his dad saw him. Worse: he saw you.

That prompted Randy to go:

' Hey Stanley, why don't you bring your friend inside? '

And it's not as though Stan could just say 'no thx', his mom noticed you too, and naturally, she'd want to meet the person her son was dating.

So there you were, sitting next to Stan, who most definitely did not want to be here, at the dining room table, while his dad talked about his... Farm

That was until Stan's mom cleared her throat, giving her husband a quiet yet stern 'Randy', then turning toward you with a smile and asking:

' Right.. So, what was your name again, dear? ' :)

God bless this woman, she just wants to get to know the person making her son so happy

She asks all the typical questions, like how you met and how long you've been together. But she also takes an interest in you, your interests, school and anything else.

I also think Sharon would be very understanding if you were shy or nervous. She wouldn't comment on your stuttering.

Maybe she'd even note how she too was nervous meeting Randy's parents.

She's genuinely the most normal mom.

Stan may be a teenage boy, but he does actually care about his mom's opinion of you, so he's glad you're getting along.

Shelley didn't seem too hostile toward you either. She even refrained from bullying Stan too much! But that's only for the first meeting. Next time you come over, she'll just randomly drop the most embarrassing childhood fact about her brother.

And Randy... He.... Likes.. You....?

Hard to say.

By the time you're finished, it's gotten dark.

Randy offered to drive you both home, Stan politely said 'NO', and gently dragged you outside.

He draped his coat -the very same one he was supposed to simply grab and leave his house with- over your shoulders, as he walked you home.

' That... Sorry about that. I didn't plan for it to go that way.

... My.. Family is a bit... You know.

But.. They liked you. Really. My mom will definitely want you over again sometime. '

He chuckled. Silence falling between you, before he added:

' And.. I'm just glad you didn't, like, run off screaming the very first minute. '

You came to a stop as you two neared your house. He ran the back of his hand against your cheek, looking into your eyes- before his eyes darted onto the side and widened.

Randy was there. In his goddamn car. He even gave him a thumbs up.

That.. Dampened Stan's mood. But you gave him a kiss on his cheek, which had the same uplifting result as always.

He watched as you walked inside your house.

Randy told him to get into his car. But Stan turned on his heel.

He did not get in.

Kyle ⋆ ˚｡⋆📚˚

You. Meeting his parents. This was something Kyle has been planning for a longer while. Yes, before he told his parents about you, but even once he's told them about you, he was planning the meeting a solid week and a half before it happened.

Yes, everyone thinks their family is a little 'weird' and 'quirky'. But. Be for real. All families in South Park are like, a special kind of weird. And his was clearly no different.

... But you could never go wrong with a classic 'introducing your partner to your parents by inviting them to dinner with your family'.

At least you were pretty cooperative when Kyle presented the idea.

He did give you a warning about his mom.

' You don't get it. She's more than just an overprotective parent. '

He also gave you tidbits on how to appease her (and his dad and Ike, but mostly his mom).

Compliment the house, be polite and smile, offer to help clean up after dinner.

So, the day of the dreaded dinner finally came.

And right when you both stood in front of his house, about to enter, he asked: 'Nervous? '

And right after that he, out of nowhere, dropped this bomb:

' Yeah.. Honestly, if this goes bad, I may not get to see you again.

... Really. I'm not- I wish I were joking. '

Oh.

... Hey, so, what, you mean you're (Kyle) not willing to 'Two households both alike in dignity' this???

Star crossed lovers aside, Kyle is quite nervous. He doesn't want to think about the possibility of having to sneak out of the house to continue seeing you.

To ensure he'd have at least one person on his side, he bribed Ike with money, so in case of an emergency, someone would fill in the silence were it to fall between you five- before his parents would start to ask you about.. *shudders* your plans for the future

Extra pennies for Ike if he helps paint you in a positive light.

So after first impressions and greetings, the five of you - Kyle, Ike, their parents and you - were seated at the dinner table.

You've been asked a few general questions about yourself. Genuinely, it wasn't as bad as Kyle had made it out to be. His dad asked you about school and he seemed friendly enough. The dinner was nice, the atmosphere was nice, it was all going well.

Then his mom spoke up.

She began by asking the more.. Ground level questions about your relationship, when and where you met, how long were you two together.

Kyle was anticipating something to go horribly wrong.

But... Honestly apart from his mom having that certain Vibe of overprotectiveness, she was actually alright. She was alright. The meeting was alright. Hallelujah.

You did your best at acting like the proper perfect partner of Kyle and it must've payed off as he would later recount how his mom had said you were 'cute'

Kyle did not however mention the interrogation he had from his mother, with various questions about you. You survived meeting his family he is NOT risking scaring you off 😄

Although actually pause. As much he may get to complain about his mom at times, you cannot say a word about her☝

i do think Sheila would be the type of mother in law to be a bit, well, 'demanding'? The kind that expects her son's partner to know his medical history from memory, God forbid you forget in which season he's more prone to getting sick

But other than that she would be nice :) sweet and considerate of you too, I think

Type of mom to approach you to chat if she happens to see you out in public even without Kyle present.

Kenny ⋆ ˚｡⋆🗑˚

Conflicted, is how he feels about the idea.

You've met his siblings before. Karen, when he had to look after her or when he took you both out to spend time together. And Kevin when he happened to be home.

The interaction with Kenny's brother wasn't very long but it was pleasant enough.

As for Karen, she took a liking to you and bringing her along to your dates with Kenny became a common occurrence.

His parents however.... yeah he may have wanted to wait on that

But it had to happen eventually and so there you were at Kenny's house, a place not unfamiliar to you but the scene which you were in, sitting at the kitchen table with Kenny and his mom was a... New situation.

Kenny's mom was... Trying. Really trying to serve you some hospitality and politeness.

Correction, she was welcoming and kind. Making the best of what they have.

It was nice. And interesting to see Kenny act differently. Calmer perhaps? No, not quite. Quiet? A little... Maybe spectating instead. Just watching you two interact.

His dad, as you got to meet him later didn't seem too concerned with you. Which is to say that you introduced yourself, talked for a bit and he gave you whatever the verbal equivalent of a dad's usage of "👍" would be.

The normalcy of that day had been broken when later on, as you sat with Kenny in his room you could hear his parent's arguing. Though, for him that was nothing out of the ordinary.

The moment they have calmed down, Kenny decided it was time to walk you home. You got to share a kiss and then you walked to your house.

Back at his house his father actually asked him if they could talk. And they talked. For a minute at first, albeit with awkward pauses of silence. But they continued for another minute and then two. They talked for... Longer than he would've expected.

It was nice.

And Kenny couldn't recall the last moment as close to bonding with his father as this one.

Cartman ⋆ ˚｡⋆🍫˚

Average nightly text conversation with Cartman, which consisted of him sending you random tiktoks and just... Just the most random shit you could find online.

Then when you've practically almost dozed off, he ends his spam of messages with:

' my mom lowkirkuinely wants to like meet you'

' like tomorrow after school '

followed by this

Let it be known that Cartman was not exactly thrilled about this situation. Truth be told, his mom had already told him she'd like to meet you well over two weeks ago, he's just been putting it off for as long as he could.

Liane is very excited.

So Liane actually already knew about you. She knew who you were because : " oh, my Eric has told me about yo–" cue Cartman immediately covering her mouth and telling her to shut up.

Dotes on you. Gushes about you in fact.

You like her son, of course she likes you.

Tells Cartman to invite you more often.

He doesn't want to.

She invites you herself.

Would definitely love to show you any old photos of Cartman or share stories of him as a child.

Some are uhm. Questionable.

One time you come over a bit earlier than expected and end up chatting with Cartman's mom for some time.

Cartman later tells you that it was sooo lame of you two...

As if he didn't intentionally stay in his room longer just so you could finish your conversation.

Butters ⋆ ˚｡⋆🌼˚

I feel like he'd think of introducing you to his parents pretty early.

a) because it's the right thing to do

b) no matter his age, he'll be daydreaming of you two getting married, adopting like 5 bunnies and living a happily ever after.

c) he would get grounded if he were dating you in secret for any longer than a month or two

So, one day he said:

' Dear, don't you think- a-and if you don't, then that's.. That's fine too we could just.. Do it some other time... Would you like to meet my parents? '

It's not really something you expect to hear in the middle of a movie at the cinema.

He's the only one to do the full correct introduction of:

' Mom.. Dad.. This is [name] my s/o.'

God that format feels so.. Awkward

His parents are fine actually. Polite, interested in getting to know you, maybe just a tad - 'fake', as in putting a picture perfect persona. But that's gotta be normal for these sorts of situations, right?

They will point out if they don't 'like' something you do or say. It's not really in a reprimanding way, just...normal to them.

But not if it's Butters. Not with Butters.

You are a guest and it is your first time in the Stotch family's house so being unaware of some unspoken rules is to be expected of you and seen as understandable. Butters however is their son and thus they should expect him to act proper. I mean is it too much to ask for him to not completely embarrass them?

When they make him clean up after eating, they turn to you, as if feeling sorry...?

For you. That you willingly chose to bear with their Butters. They really don't know where they've gone wrong...

Butters returns, happy to see you all getting along so well. Unaware of how this day had changed, not necessarily your view or feelings toward him, but your understanding of Butters as a person.

After that, as soon as you get the chance, you're very huggy and affectionate with him. He reciprocates and innocently comments:

' yeah... I-i was pretty nervous there too. '

[regulusblackslut]

dibs

IM BACKKK im sorry this took so long! im gonna try to get better at posting!

Stan x Reader x Kyle, established relationship, aged up to college, drinking, p in v, oral, Eiffel Tower, lowk perv!stan, y/n used like twice, lmk what i missed

“I know you want her.”

.°•.៰⢊∘。

It’s no secret that Stan Marsh has had a boner for you since middle school. A good number of boys from your high school have as well: Clyde Donovan, Tolkien Black, and your current boyfriend, Kyle Broflovski. 

.°•.៰⢊∘。

Stan had called ‘dibs’ on you during lunch in 7th grade. 

“Come on, dude, think about it! Sally Turner is gonna be so hot.” Cartman said, calling attention to the lunch table across the room from them. 

“No, fatass. We’re talking about now. For all you know, Lisa Berger could become the hottest person alive,” Kyle interjected. 

“Well if she does, you can have her, you fucking jew.”

“What about Bebe, huh? She’s got massive tits!” Kenny muffled, gesturing to his own chest. 

“No, you’re totally right!” Clyde said enthusiastically, patting Kenny on the back. “Dude, I totally call dibs on her.”

The two of them bickered back and forth about who really ‘gets’ Bebe. Meanwhile, the other guys scanned their eyes to the girls' table, deciding which girl they’d objectify next. 

“What about y/n?” Stan offered to the table. Everyone’s attention turned to you. You were laughing with your friends, a big, cheesy smile adorned your face that showed your bright pink braces to the whole school. 

All the guys looked at each other, and before anyone could say anything, Stan shouted, “Dibs!”

Everyone groaned in response before Cartman interrupted, “Of course you called her! You probably jerk off to her every night!”

“Fuck you, fatso!! She’d be more into me than you!” Stan rebutted, with a face as red as his pizza. 

And ever since then, every guy in their group knew you were Stan’s. 

.°•.៰⢊∘。  

You never realized that Stan liked you. He was always too nervous to talk to you, and by junior year, he started to date Wendy. About a year later, Kyle started to act a little weird. He giggled at his phone, not even eating the food his mom packed for him. 

“What gay shit are you laughing at now?” Cartman inquired from across the table. 

“Nothing, asshole.” He said, putting his phone in his pocket. 

“Are you texting y/n again?” Craig asked from beside him, elbowing him. Kyle blushed, looking down at his food. 

“Dude, what?!” Stan said, raising his voice. “How could you?!”

“Are you actually serious right now? You said that 5 years ago, but you never did anything about it. In fact,” Kyle started to get heated. “You did the exact opposite and got a girlfriend!”

Stan realized Kyle was right and rolled his eyes. “How long have you guys been together?” Faking support for his best friend

“Almost 2 months. It’s actually going pretty well!” He responded, mood lightening. 

“Man, you’re so lucky you get to crack her,” Kenny said, receiving nods and hums from the other guys. Stan never said anything about it ever again.   

.°•.៰⢊∘。

You all ended up graduating and leaving South Park for school. Stan and Wendy broke up “to experience college,” but everyone knew it was because Wendy and Tolkien had a thing for each other. 

You and Kyle ended up going to school together at UC Boulder. You guys fell further for each other every single day. Nobody had a single doubt that you two would get married. Y’all were the perfect couple. 

As much as you loved this new chapter, breaks were the best! All of your friends from your little mountain town, together again. 

To start the break right, you guys were at Kyle’s house for a party. Loud music, beer pong, an unlocked liquor cabinet and no parents-- every college kid’s dream. 

You were lying on the couch with your back on Kyle and your legs on Heidi, reminiscing about high school even though you guys graduated only 2 years prior. Tolkien and Red sat across from you guys, and Clyde and Stan were on the floor. 

Mid-conversation, you hear “Y/N! COME JOIN!” From Nichole and Kenny at the Pong table. You happily run off to see your friends, and the conversation continues on like normal. 

However, as you were leaving, Stan couldn’t help but admire you from afar. Your hair swaying as you left, your gorgeous legs, the short skirt you wore that made your butt look so, so good. It was so short he could see it just hanging out from underneath. Were you even wearing underwear? 

“Fuck.” He thought, feeling blood rush to his crotch, immediately changing positions. He looked around and panicked to see if anyone caught him. Eyes scanning the room, only to lock with his best friend, looking a mix of confusion, pride, and disgust. 

He ignored it, joining the conversation again, but he could feel the burning gaze of his best friend still on him. 

.°•.៰⢊∘。

Hours passed, and almost everyone left or went to bed on a couch or an air mattress downstairs. 

As Stan and Kyle dumped out cans and wiped down tables, a thick, awkward silence filled the room. 

“I know you want her,” Kyle said, paying attention to the beer being dumped into the sink. Stan whipped his head around, trying to defend himself, but was quickly cut off. 

“I mean, how could you not, right? Trust me, it’s amazing. She’s ridiculously tight, and dude, the head? Fantastic.” Stan couldn’t tell what was happening. Was he rubbing it in or promoting her like a product? Was one of them drunk? Kyle got closer. 

“Now, I’m gonna go upstairs and fuck her. I’m only saying this because you’re my best friend. You have three options: 1- you can join. 2- You can watch. 3- You can sit down on a couch and hear me do the one thing you’ve wanted your whole life. She’s okay with any, and so am I.”

Stan looked at the taller boy, dumbfounded. Was he serious? What did he mean by you being okay with this? Did you want him too?

“Um… I-I guess the first” 

“Okay.”

They went upstairs to Kyle’s room and found you lying on your stomach, scrolling on social media. You were wearing a simple nightgown. 

Kyle came up behind you, kissing your shoulder blade, placing his hands on your hips. You turn around, wrapping your arms around him and allowing him to kiss you deeper. His arms wrap under you, holding you closer as you start kissing his neck and rubbing his boner. 

Stan is paralyzed in the middle of the room, watching this poetic, yet pornographic display of love take place. Kyle turns his head to Stan and says, “Let me get her ready for you”. 

Your boyfriend lies you down, leaving your head at the foot of his bed. His hand makes its way down to your chest while kissing your neck. Kyle slips his hand under your nightgown, rolling your nipple between his fingers. You throw your head back in pleasure, making eye contact with Stan, who was still in awe of what was going on. 

“Hi,” you whisper, sending him a sweet yet sultry smile. After all, he is your lifelong friend. Stan felt his cock twitch at the attention you gave him. He was about to respond but was cut off by a moan leaving your perfect lips. 

Kyle moved his head under your nightgown between your legs, licking long stripes between your folds. His tongue would go up to your clit before going back down. As you felt a tightness brew in your lower stomach, you grabbed a fistful of your boyfriend's curls and instinctively rolled your hips against his face. 

After a few minutes, your boyfriend realized that Stan was still just admiring you. He reluctantly pulled away from you and leaned against his headboard, gesturing for Stan to take his place. You moved so your back was against Kyle, with your legs spread, waiting for Stan. He knelt next to your sopping pussy and nervously placed a kiss against it. 

The breathy moan that fell from your lips gave him the confidence to do more. He took his middle and index fingers and brushed them up and down your slit before sliding them in. 

“Oh fuck…” You groaned, throwing your head against Kyle’s shoulder. Stan’s pace quickened, and he started sucking your clit, encouraging louder moans from you. Kyle slapped his hand over your mouth so as not to wake anyone downstairs. But in your defence, Stan was going crazy on you. He’s dreamed of going down on you for years now (even while he had a girlfriend), and he doubted he would have the pleasure of doing this again.

“Kyle, babe, I’m so close,” you muffled, looking up at your boyfriend, who was too invested in your tits.

“Don’t tell me that; you gotta tell him that.” 

“Stan..”

“I know, baby, I know.” He said, still not giving up. That pet name sent you over the edge, closing your legs around Stan’s head as you finished. When you finished your orgasm, Stan sat back and wiped his mouth. He inserted his fingers into his mouth and groaned at your taste

Stan was rock hard and his dick was itching to be touched. He noticed Kyle whispering in your ear. You moved over in front of Stan, cupping his face, and began to kiss him deeply. His hands started roaming around your body, a newfound confidence emerging. One hand played with your tit while the other grabbed at your waist. You felt a second pair of hands at your hips, turning you around. You were on all fours, facing your boyfriend's cock while grinding against his best friend’s.

Stan looked at Kyle like a deer in headlights, unsure of what to do next.

“You can fuck her. Just don’t come inside,” Kyle responded as if he read his friend’s mind. “It’s gonna be the best you ever had.”

You wrapped your lips around Kyle, taking his whole length at once. Something you’ve done many times but always a bit of a challenge.

“Fuuuck” your boyfriend hissed as you started blowing him. Stan lined himself up with you and slowly entered, savoring this new feeling.

Stan settled and set a pace that matched how he entered, not trusting himself to last long inside you. As he’s fucking you, he thinks of how long he's waited for this. Every time you wore a low-cut top, bent down to pick something up, twirled your hair in class, or that time Stan saw you and Kyle making out at a frat party during the weekend he visited you at school, it just made him want you more. 

Meanwhile, Kyle was fucking your mouth brutally. The almost animalistic way he behaved was so different than his sassy yet reserved self. Every time Kyle moved his hips forward, it pushed you farther back onto Stan, bringing him closer to finishing. Being filled in both holes mixed with the brewing overstimulation from your orgasm, you were flooded with ecstasy. 

“Shit, switch with me, Stan. I'm about to finish.” Kyle said, removing himself from you. Stan didn’t think he could pull out if he wanted to with how tight you were squeezing him. However, you did it for him and turned to face him.

“You ready?” You questioned as you grabbed his length, stroking it. You gave him light kitten-licks to the tip that drove him insane. Then you bobbed your head down while swirling your tongue over the head. 

Stan’s head threw back, and he let out a moan; his hips routinely met your face as you continued. Kyle was continuing his pace from before, holding you tightly as he reached closer to his orgasm. One of his hands snaked down and played with your clit. 

“God, you're doing so good for us, huh?” He praised you from behind. You responded, sending vibrations to Stan’s cock that sent him over the edge. He grabbed a fistful of your hair as he spilled his load into your mouth. That didn’t stop the rhythm you had going, removing your mouth but still jerking him off. 

“Baby, I’m gonna cum, okay? Can you handle that?” Kyle groaned as he did the same thing as his best friend had just seconds prior. You let out loud moans, feeling your boyfriend’s cum fill you up.

“Ohmygod fuckfuckfuck” you chanted as you followed suit, your second orgasm erupting around Kyle and letting go of Stan’s sore dick. He pulled out and handed you a towel to help clean you up, planting a kiss on your forehead. You excused yourself and left for the bathroom.

Stan was speechless. He felt like he was going to wake up the next morning and find it all to be a dream.

“So…?” Kyle inquired.

“Dude. You're so fucking lucky. I don’t think I’ve come that hard in my whole life.” Stan responded. 

“I know. I'm happy dibs don’t really mean anything.” He joked.

[bluberrytau]

Broken Places - Chapter 7/7 (Complete as of now)

Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3

Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 7

Kyle Broflovski/Reader, Kenny McCormick/Reader, Stan Marsh/Reader, Everyone/Everyone else - it's an established polycule fellas

Chapters 1-3:

You've been dealing with chronic pain for a long time. But it's okay, because you can navigate your disease - that's so intent on kicking you while you're down - with your caring, attentive partners.

Chapters 4-7:

And then, because healthcare is a gift that never stops giving, things get worse. The pain was already bad enough when it was just your body betraying you. It gets harder when the medication starts taking pieces of your mind with it - your memory, your words, your grip on reality. Good thing your boys are stubborn. And good thing they love you, even when you can’t quite remember how to feel real.

Reader is referred to as they/them. Warnings:

Chapters 4-7 deal more heavily with medical trauma, brain fog, dissociation, medication side effects, and the very fun experience of having to fight your own body, your own brain, and the healthcare system at the same time.

Still hurt/comfort. Still self-indulgent. Still the Main Three doing their best to love you through the horrors.

Just, y’know.

More horrors.

Like my writing? I'm also in the process of writing longfics starring these same characters, called Studio Syzygy and Secrets and Sin. Check them out there!

Enjoy.

[sp-imagines]

Hellooooo! Can I request the main 4 reacting to a late "im horny" message from their partner (reader, fem please). text smau pretty pleasee

Reacting to an "I'm horny" text. . .

( +18 NSFW )

Features: Stan, Kyle, Cartman, Kenny

hope you like it !! took me a bit lol

Stan

Kyle

Cartman

Kenny

[sp-imagines]

can i request a stan x reader headcanons where reader and stan are dating and they had a fight, and this is like post-fight stan and hes upset and then ends up apologizing in any way?? ilyy

Couple's fight. . .

Features: Stan

ilyy2 here you go, i hope you like it <//3

stan marsh who fell for lies said by cartman on facebook and started arguing with you under false accusations

stan marsh who said some things he didn’t really mean

stan marsh who after the fight avoided everyone, even his best friend kyle, and hid in his room while bawling his eyes out

stan marsh who was scared shitless that this fight would cause your break up, and was already imagining the talk

stan marsh who kept checking his social media every ten minutes to see if you’d blocked him on anything

stan marsh who didn’t reply to anyone’s messages

stan marsh who only wanted to see one specific notification on his phone; yours

stan marsh who finally gave up after three hours of silence and texted kyle asking to text you because he was too scared to do it himself

stan marsh who came out of his room only to tell his dad about your fight, even if he knew nothing would come out of it

stan marsh who was talked into driving to your place and apologize in person

stan marsh who while driving, got a text from you reading; ‘come over please, I miss you’ and let out the biggest sigh of relief ever

stan marsh who kissed you senseless on your couch while whispering apologies

stan marsh who fell asleep hugging you while the rain kept pouring outside

[bluberrytau]

Broken Places - Chapter 6/7

Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3

Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 7

Kyle Broflovski/Reader, Kenny McCormick/Reader, Stan Marsh/Reader, Everyone/Everyone else - it's an established polycule fellas

Chapters 1-3:

You've been dealing with chronic pain for a long time. But it's okay, because you can navigate your disease - that's so intent on kicking you while you're down - with your caring, attentive partners.

Chapters 4-7:

And then, because healthcare is a gift that never stops giving, things get worse. The pain was already bad enough when it was just your body betraying you. It gets harder when the medication starts taking pieces of your mind with it - your memory, your words, your grip on reality. Good thing your boys are stubborn. And good thing they love you, even when you can’t quite remember how to feel real.

Reader is referred to as they/them. Warnings:

Chapters 4-7 deal more heavily with medical trauma, brain fog, dissociation, medication side effects, and the very fun experience of having to fight your own body, your own brain, and the healthcare system at the same time.

Still hurt/comfort. Still self-indulgent. Still the Main Three doing their best to love you through the horrors.

Just, y’know.

More horrors.

Like my writing? I'm also in the process of writing longfics starring these same characters, called Studio Syzygy and Secrets and Sin. Check them out there!

Enjoy.