May 18, 2018
me: I love this song! source: lucifer me: cursed nvm bleaching my soul rn
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me: I love this song! source: lucifer me: cursed nvm bleaching my soul rn
told my so to have a god day cause the o key is kinda stuck lmaooo what kind of day is that, I wonder if they will reach enlightenment today.
Gee me why do I get to cancel two appointments. Cause there is too much got dang snow (go away, I want to get help )
I love Jonathan Byers
Fun Fact: I love Jonathan Byers
[my death mention]/////[Eddie death mention] I’m surprised so many ppl get upset Eddie dies but not me, not like woe is me, but why is it avoided so much. I think there is (I know there is a lot there for the reason to my actions) but it’s still upsetting to see my friends only care about Eddie. He did not see It and he didn't remember like me. I believe Mike remembered everything and somehow I knew a lot despite being gone. I left and still remembered and everyone was able to forget more. At least Eddie was heroic and I will always love him and respect that. You’re doing amazing sweetie. I’m sorry I just didn't know how to understand or tell anyone except Eddie.
Dye my hair dark brown again? Or red. I’m so unsure. There is also grow my natural hair color out but it’s taken forever and I just don’t wanna wait but I need to chop off like all my hair anyway from being killed from bleach. I just wanted purple hair and it didn't want me.I looked cute when I had it though.I remember riding my bike and I stopped at the gas house around where I lived and ppl would stop and compliment my hair. (I hardly go in public so it was like (ok emoji to validation.))
me: I can’t wait to see adult Stan in the next chapter also me: No I actually don’t nvm. Adult Stan never happened. Adult Stan cancelled. We just kid forever I don’t care about logic or reason - NOPE BYE
I’m laughing at that three days a meal post like I mean it drives me insane to not have three meals a day planned out. I’m too ocd for this and also a health nut and I’m sad what I’ve become. I literally told a guy my age to stop drinking so much pop and thank God he wasnt offended cause I had no idea I said that. Like this monster for keeping me healthy came out to attack ppl and boy I don’t like that. I wanna help ppl eat right but I need to learn to know why ppl eat the way they do and only offer if willing to listen.