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hmmhmm~

Dunno what to feel. Many things resurfacing, many things sweeping under. a disaster beast, the bird chirps.

trying our best, chirps another.

all the birds lined up on a wire, singing their songs in hopes of breaking through all the road noise.

The dogs prowl in the forest. Its wild in there. Monsters and men. Beasts that say your name. Bite at them raw and fierce, bend the space to your will and take the space that is yours.

nothing is yours.

no nothing. know nothing.

ramble your mind. scribbles on the wall.

Carve it in your skull like a spell. Protect within. Breathe it out. Bend and mend when you break.

How does one feel when they have been dead? How does one feel when they have been alive? How does one feel?

#Rambles rambles lost in the mind #Capture them and pin them #Like a decorative display.. oh how we all play #star_journal #bones_journal #pink_journal #purple_journal #magic is real but magic is just life itself. Or something..

dreams. Dreams... sometimes real, sometimes an idea.

sometimes a memory.

I'm so angry with you. Hah.. how funny, i learned how to be angry with you. That's all i was for so long.

even when we were more...

i was anger. Now im not always sure... but deep in my soul? That fire still rages...

i had a dream about you. you enraged me so much, i had to make sure they seemed.. safe. Knowing you, even the look of it does nothing. But i can't pull them out of your fucked up land.

... i dreamed you were going to seek therapy. i hope you did. i hope you found even a semblance of cure to that anger.. the anger you gave me. The anger i had to change.

i tire of you. i want to miss you. and my heart wont let me. im glad. fuck you.

#star_journal #bones_journal #poetry of the self #i am a well that rage has been dropped in until overflowing #the monster inside has learned how keeping that well harms.. but i am so tired.#im so angry. im so tired. im sad.#pitiful creature. pitiful beast.. why dont you speak? now ive spoke. are you happy?

changing. changing.

As it does. Time changes all that allow it. And even those that do not.

how will we change as time goes?

oh what a beauty it will be to witness when finally there.

what a beauty that stardust formed and collected to get to this moment,

the moment before change. the moment of change. the moment after change.

#star_journal #bones_journal #poetry of the self #change is natural and neutral and i wish to rage against it and yet...#i wish to be it nonetheless.

bein odd. lettin it be okay.

flirtin with girls. lettin it be okay.

lovin my baby. lettin it be okay.