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I want to go dormant now please!! - Bell / 🎐

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Iistening to Bell vent was not on my to do list but it is very welcomed why does he talk funny

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Hello it is me the diva!! 🩵🩵!! Art I crossed out is because it’s simply me crushing on a fellow and I don’t want it to be public domain! 🩵. Below is close ups and drawings within a whiteboard. - Bell / 🎐

I guess this technically would be fanart of @eddwardharrison ruin design as well, since I look similar to the lad, haha! Though, I am an alter… I am not certain if I give credits or not but here you are!! - Bell / 🎐

Some close ups! + whiteboard Doodles as well!

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Ignore the sobbing from Bell and now Paw!!

Wanted to share that I HATE Solruin, it makes no sense to me? It’s a murder x the victim I hate it… then whenever I talk to a Ruin introject suddenly I’m bein shipped with them? NO!!!! I want all Ruins 50 feet away from me for this exact reason.

Someone got mad at me a few months ago for not likin it too- hello!! I was a victim of murder in source! Seeing my murder get shipped with my source is not somethin I want to see, respectfully.

Some Solruin shippers make me angry too… let people ship what they want? I don’t care if people like the ship, I have friends who like it. I personally can just never manage to like that kind of thing….

Some personal experiences -> I was friends with a Ruin alter and he ended up gettin a crush on me- no disrespect there! I had feelings for him too. I just wasn’t ready for a relationship.

AND PEOPLE GOT MAD AT ME FOR REJECTING HIM…. Anyways yeah Solruin… I’m like the number one hater of it, some of the shippers suck.

And all the weird Ruin introjects and Solruin shippers need to stay 50 feet from me.

-Solar 🛠️

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Bell is slowly getting more toxic ways to cope with things and it miiiiiight be my fault

Tw / SH joke

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Bell is scaring me someone sedate him

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More art of me, the diva 🩵🩵

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/// vent

Why does everyone just leave me when I take care of myself. You’re the people who TOLD ME to take care of myself and do what I need to do for my mental health, but the second I DO WHAT YOU TOLD ME TOO. Then suddenly they just fucking bail and leave me behind. Like??? Damn sorry I don’t want to be mentally drained anymore okay shit.