Warm Like Stardust
It is hard having a warm heart in a cold world. Your heart is warm filled with empathy, love, and sympathy. It contains all the essence this world lacks. You are one of the very last beings who have been living this long without evolving into having a cool heart. But it is hard, isn’t it? The world has screwed you over thousands of times but you stood there taking a deep breath allowing the cool air to calm down yourself. You thought to yourself, it is okay I am this kind person the world needs me the world lacks this power I have to feel and sympathize so I will keep going because you thought if you let go of this.
The part that you identify yourself with will also be gone. All that would be left is an empty can. Today here you stand your eyes brimming with tears. What was it this time? Friendship, relationship, or your family? You stand there staring deep into your eyes in the shop window reflection. Deep within your eyes, you see a hidden beast you have been taming for too long. You could unleash it but you don’t want it to hurt the people you love no matter what. You know the beast inside you is capable of greater things it can slaughter this whole city within a few minutes. “What is stopping you, hun?“ I say.
“A stupid thing called values,” you reply without even looking towards me.
“Oh really, how useless,” I say with a scoff.
“I am sorry I am not like you, I can learn to draw boundaries and learn to be fulfilled by myself but maybe these emotions these values are for a reason, for something I cannot fathom. That beast is a part of me I accept it and will use it when necessary, but I can’t let it take over me,”
In that tone is it anger filled in every word, or is it pain?
With flowing tears, you hastily walk away to hide your face from me. So all this is that promise you made to yourself at a young age when you witnessed the horrible world you live in. You don’t deserve any of that pain. You are the most lovable person I ever met. I would love to embrace you and give the whole world just to see those eyes smiling, and no I was not a cold beast I was very much like you and that part exist in me as well. I just want to protect you, like I have been since you were young, but I think you know how to do that now. A grin on my face appears as I see you walking away, the cold heavy fog enveloping you. Good luck then I will get going. See you on the other side.













