Jul 4, 2025
Birthday gift for my sister because she’s awesome
It’s another one of her ocs
His name is Francis and he’s an acrobat
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Birthday gift for my sister because she’s awesome
It’s another one of her ocs
His name is Francis and he’s an acrobat
Imagine getting conned by a beautiful indigenous witchy woman. Like what do you even do
Another drawing for my sister but it’s a meme (as are most of the drawings I do of her characters)
This is Kotona and Kate
Another Starfront post
And, surprise surprise, it’s Max again because their story makes me sad
My pen ran out of ink after this
Attempting to imitate my traditional style by using a small sketch pencil and not clicking undo once the entire time
This was kind of a challenge, since I rely heavily on undoing and redoing my line work to make it look as good as possible, but it helped me realise that I don’t necessarily need it to make my art unique
I’m trying to rediscover my style lately, since I’m not feeling too happy with my art right now. As beautiful as some of my recent pieces have been, it doesn’t feel like how I want my art to be
Throughout my gap year year, I’ll be working on improving my writing and getting to a comfortable place in my art before I head off to university. Hopefully by then, I can be confident enough in myself to start completely fresh and not have to worry about the person I used to be
I used to do art for myself when I was younger, and got made fun of a lot because of it. So I started to draw what I thought other people would enjoy, which led me to make some choices in my writing I really didn’t like. I scrapped a lot of my old stories because they just weren’t what I wanted anymore, and lately I’ve been afraid to work on SnakeFace and Emberfall for this exact reason. I’m setting them aside for now until I can figure out how I want the story to appeal to myself, not to the people around me
I’m tired of being a people pleaser; it’s exhausting and it’s been making me feel like I’m not really here. I just hate that it took me until I graduated to realise this. I want my art to really feel like me, so people don’t have to know what I look or act like to understand me. The same goes for my music. I haven’t written an original song by myself in years simply because I wasn’t sure if everyone else would like it, completely disregarding how much I would like it
A few years ago, I wanted to be someone my younger, child self would be proud to be, and would look up to, which led to me being the exact person I didn’t want to be. I became cruel to myself, and said things to other people I wish I hadn’t. And no matter what I do now, that will never go away. The people I know now will never be able to forget that person no matter what I do. But if I move past that person and start fresh, the new people I meet don’t have to think of me as the person I loathed the most. I want to better myself and become a person I can be proud of. For myself.
This was kind of a longer post, and I don’t usually vent on social media. Not on main, at least. So if you did take the time to read this, thank you. And thank you for being patient with me and the art I make in the coming year
Another one of my sister’s characters :D @bugothebugoness
This one’s named “Buckethead,” but we just call her Bucky for short - She’s the younger sister of another character named Kitoshi
Bucky and Kito are two of 12 siblings, Kito being the fourth oldest at 16 years old, and Bucket is the fifth at about 11 (technically Kito is 18, but he was stuck in a time loop for two years so his physical age is 16)
Max apologist until the day I die
Lily was telling me how she needed to come up with more scenes of Max to make them more likable and I was telling her how I was glad we decided to make Max not just an asshole because I love them and I immediately thought of making this so here it is
Hey I’m alive I guess
I doodled my sister’s ( @bugothebugoness ) characters because I love them dearly and they deserve a happy ending after all the trauma she puts them through
Their names are Jay and Daisy and they are in love
>:(
star--front replied to your post: I feel so unproductive but I don’t know what to...
*whispers* write me fluuuuuff~
Fluff for who-- I'm not even sure if I have the motivation.