#started crying while writing this

[imnooneyouknow]

hey hold up! we dont like that person anymore! yeah real pity, heres the 200000 reasons why, but we wont tell them because we dont like communication 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️ we’ll just lead them to believe that we love them when in reality as soon as they leave we snicker at some benign thing they said that we’d discard of if we DID like them, but unfortunately we DONT LIKE THEM!!!!! and of COURSE we’ll cut them out of our lives for a couple months and come back to them, and we’ll talk to them sooooooooooooo much despite the fact we’ve insulted them behind their back and they’ll have NO CLUE! and then we’ll hate them again! and wont tell them! and theyll stay with us and never know how much of an annoying prick they are! we dont like communication! we also hate everyone else including ourselves because thats how it works!!!!!! and we’ll talk about people and get back with them and say someone else said it, not us, because we’re above that!

I am just sick and tired of this fucking cycle and i cant get out because its the cycle or utter loneliness. and i love my friends, i promise to anyone who’ll listen that i truly love them, but theres so much going on at all times and “we” always hate each other without each other knowing, and “we” always talk about each other behind our backs and talk to each other like we didnt, im so tired and im so scared im next or im already being talked about. why cant we all get along? why is it so hard? Is it supposed to be this hard?

[greenberrypl]

so I’m at home today and I went to the florist’s cause I wanted to buy flowers for my aunt, white roses, she always liked them

and I had no cash, only credit card but they had some connection problems so the florist said that I can “give it back someday” and it was 60zl so a lot of money and it was amazing cause she knew why I’m buying those flowers

and then I sat in my car for fifteen minutes unable to move and then spent half an hour crying over the grave of my aunt because everyone loves her so much even though it’s been almost ten months without her

and I just thought that the world should know that once there was the most amazing woman I have ever met, beautiful, kind, good, strong, supportive and that she wanted to stay here but couldn’t anymore because of the cancer

and I want you all to know that there is this one amazing angel in Heaven and I know she’s taking care of everyone she can because that’s just who she was

and she’s my aunt and I love her

[kettu-saukko]

My letter to Bryke!! Another submission.

Thank you for making my childhood the best it can possible be. I have been worshiping your characters for over 12 years and I am only 15. I was the one who sent to Maroon 5 Animals fanvideo. I sent a message connected to that and I wanted to expand on it. Growing up I wasn’t apart of the most wealthy family. My parents struggled and I watched them and I felt helpless. I tried to grow up as soon as possible. Then one summer my cousin from Flordia visited me and showed me a cartoon he was watching called, Avatar the Last Airbender. I thought he was a baby for watching it but I decided to watch it. That was the first time I ever fell in love with a tv show. I toke the lesson from uncle Iroh and Aang wise air nomads lessons to heart. I realized that I am still a kid. That same summer I learned that a new Avatar series was starting called, The Legend Of Korra and I was so ready. I meet Korra, Asami and Lin and felt so powerful as a girl. Then I fell into deep depression and anxiety when my parents divorced I felt alone. So one day i decided to rewatch all of ATLA and LOK. I got out of my funk and began to practice mediating and studying the Budhism and Hindism to discover my inner self. Without The Avatar series I probably wouldn’t be here today. I wouldn’t have realized that I love making art even if I’m not the best at it and that I love making fan videos. Thank you so much and I am so glad I am apart of such an awesome fandom and family. I hope others (and nick) doesn’t take your creativity for granted. Please be sure to make more comics and fill us in on any future Avatar news. Thanks Bryke for everything. I can't thank you guys enough. Britney Parry, 15, Boston, MA. (oohhmakomakomako.tumblr.com )

Thought I could give my followers some backstory to myself.

[yxungk]

[yxungk]

dear taehyung

Dear my most wonderful Taehyung,

     Jesus Christ man I love you.. I love how no matter what you have my back. You don't sit there and judge me, you love me for who I am. You have such an loving heart and you are so caring and it shows. 

taehyung you are my best friend ic/ooc and I honestly could not have asked for a better best friend then you. I will do anything for you. Night or day i will be here for you. You are so protective over me and nobody has ever been that towards me before and it nice cause I actually feel like somebody cares about me and you do. When ever im upset the fist person that I go to is you, cause you are there for me always cheering me up and talking me through whats wrong. love you 

When ever we hang out we don't have to do anything cause when we hangout its fun as it is. For shit sake we did the sexy time. But your personalty and my personalty is the exact some, so no need to go out and do something when staying home is more then enough for me, cause as long as we get to hangout im fine. Like I said before you have such a big heart and don't say you don't cause you do. You care alot out all our members you care about your friends. You are such a caring little tae and that is so amazing. 

  I'm gonna stop there cause im tearing up and this page is not long enough to tell you haw much you mean to me and how you are a very big part in my life. You are my best friend but yet you are my brother. If I did not have you in my life i would be lost and kid I am 100% THANKFUL OF YOU AND I LOVE YOU TO DEATH.

  -- Your buttslut/ hoseok

[bearselle]

Serious talk.

My Dad is having heart surgery on May 31st. He will be bedridden for up to 3 months. He's still a young guy, and I am absolutely terrified.

He's been dealing with some weird heart/blood pressure related stuff for a few years. He had a spell when he was on tour in Iceland around 2009, and when he got home his BP was like waaaaay up there. So he's been on medication ever since.

He's been having regular check ups since then, everything's been pretty stable. At some point he had to go to a heart doctor and they discovered that one valve or something was kind of elongated. Turns out when he had that spell, it was a heart aneurism. 

So now he's got to have open heart surgery. The whole deal, sliced down the middle, rib spreaders... all for this little bit they're going to stitch up and replace with robot parts.

He filled me in yesterday and I swear, it was so hard to not start sobbing. We just joked around like he was going to be even grouchier than ever because part of his heart would be missing, he did a funny Dalek voice. At one point he mentioned that his doctor said 1-2% of people die from the surgery, but that's only if they are previously very ill or elderly. And I almost lost it.

I know that he will be fine, because he is in perfect condition otherwise.. but when you've lost 3 lives in the past year, one as recently as a couple weeks ago...

And I know I complain about him a lot, but my Dad is the best ever and I love him sosososo much. So I don't know, if you guys could keep him in your thoughts or prayers or whatever you do... I'd like that.