#steadyverse

[adhdalistair]

its 1 am and i only wrote 600 words of steadyverse today and too much of that was spent figuring out what color boxers alistair would wear

[adhdalistair]

hey so far i’ve written 60 words of Steadyverse and that’s more than the last four months combined. so if you missed Steadyverse then 2017 is your fucking year

[adhdalistair]

i solved my steadyverse issue. want to know what it was? i forgot that sometimes arguments are clashing goals, but OFTEN they’re miscommunication and misinterpretation. like i forgot that happens. in normal life

[adhdalistair]

i’m tryna fookin bully myself into working on steadyverse but my brain keeps sitting here like :o)

[adhdalistair]

I think if I don’t get too sucked into skyrim tomorrow I’m gonna work on steady verse. I just feel like I’m in a Ruth bc I havr a general idea of what happens in the next chapter except…. Eamon and alistair have to have a fight and what I have rn is weak and doesn’t flow. Then I got no fucking idea what chapter next will have, then only the vague st idea for 6. Fuck me :(

[adhdalistair]

i opened the steadyverse doc and instantly got a headache. chapter 5 is... a mess. everyone is just kind of there going through the motions like a sims game bc I can’t figure out exactly what i want this fight to be about

[adhdalistair]

btw steadyverse is hiatus until I feel like writing it again. I still plan to finish it but ADHD is a fickle bitch

[adhdalistair]

Also! I am behind with steadyverse but I'm still definitely writing it. I've just been playing a lot of car simulator 2015