Mar 29, 2017
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What's fresh guys?
The bathrooms in my school have full body mirrors so naturally I locked the doors there and took some selfies
Sleepy: yet Sensual
Sometimes the Cartwrights are so infuriatingly self righteous it makes me want to shoot my tv.
TODAYS MY 20TH BIRTHDAY!!!
THATS A WHOLE 20 MORE YEARS THAN I E V E R WANTED TO LIVE!!!! TURN THE FUCK U P
More Personal Ranting
Ive been working on precoessing the feelings left over from being dumped. i think dumped is the right term. i mean we wernt dating, but he said he loved me and i loved him and he basically told me that i wasnt good enought and cut off talking. and i feel heartbroken, so im considering it being dumped. im processing it and doing ookay but every fucking day it gets brought up and thrown in my face. he either tells someone to tell me something or i find out more lies and shit from the situation and keeps pulling me in which is a pain in the ass because i wanna be as detached from him and his psycotic and toxic relationship as i possibly fucking can. but apparently he dosnt understand why im mad. which, for the court records, is me bing used, lied too, and manipulated into a position of false security before having the rug pulled out from under me and dealing with the supsiquent fallout. im so unbeliveably exhasted about this and its practically destroyed every fiber of me being excited to go back to atlanta. im done my guys
More Headspace
things are real garbo. Someone i loved turned out to be something i didnt expect. They said they loved me and they cared. They said that for almost a year, but i found out they lied to me, cheated on me, used me, manipulated me, and basically had me as a side peice for the longest time. and it makes me feel dirty. like just some cheap whore. this is the second guy to lie and cheat on me. is it something i do? is it me? i dont mind if someone im seeing has sex with someone else, i really dont, but i want honesty. i want the truth. i want the decency of another human being to respect the way i feel and think. but all that happens is shady activity under the guise of sparring my feelings which just only makes the hurt worse. and im angry. im angry ive been used and im angry im letting this get to me. i have someone that loves me but i just cant feel it. theres a cold pit in the bottom of my stomach and the feeling of my heart being stretched out from the inside every day. i cant stop thinking about it. im honestly heart broken. i have to see them when i go back to atlanta. but i dont know if i want to. i really dont know what im gonna do. i should of seen this comming.