Feb 23, 2017
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Holy.
its my birthday, babies 🎈🎉
times like thesseeeee
3/2-3/8
Food:
Bday brunch with my mom
Thai food in astoria
4 homemade dinners
pasta w chicken
rice lentils and onions
pork chops with potatoes and spinach
more pasta
and i baked a cake-- vanilla w vanilla icing and sprinkles
Music:
So much beach house
a lot of radio head
Cristobal Pesce
Addison Rae, Camilla Cabello, Bad Bunny and Sza
Brazilian Funk
70s Thai music
Workouts:
Feeling very tired this week, I ran 2 miles thursday and 2 miles Friday
treadmill for 35 minutes Tuesday
leg day Sunday
nothing crazy very chill-- trying to run 6 miles a week
Thoughts:
Since I turned 25 I feel like I need to find more directions in my life. I dont know how focused I want to be on career so with that, how sustainable is a life in New York City? I want to explore my options outside of this country but the main thing I value is face to face connections with others. so where can I find my spot where I can find that acclimate and plant roots-- or come back home. Nothing is ever set in stone- going with the flow after making a choice is powerful, I didn't ever think I could speak a second language or I could pay rent or live on my own. so I just need to accept I cannot see everything thats coming but all blessings will come my way.
isnt it crazy how the same universe that crashes down on you is the same universe that lifts you up and showers you with abundance. its the same action, the same motion, showering and crashing. its an overwhelming overtaking by something much much larger than yourself. and both times you have to surrender - go with the flow - at 25 I feel like I'm learning how to swim. but instead of learning in the pool thats safe with lifeguards and teachers, im in the ocean. all alone in the rough waves. whats crazy is, if i go on my back and try to stop struggling, i can see that everyone else is being taken by the ocean too. we arent alone, we just need to help each other find land or become fish.
This blog is turning into a real blog.
maybe itll get poetic, my therapist told me to write more but unfortunately it is more normal to type on a phone than to pull out a journal. what does that say about us as society? idk we are all addicts to screens and parties.
hhgd
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