#stillcannotfindpeace

[methdrip]

@stillcannotfindpeace

      “ Do I look like an ATM to you? A charity? We all need the money, pal; why the fuck would I let you in on this? ”  He’s blunt, as always, squaring his shoulders as he sits up. His father had been in on yet another scam for quick cash, which, of course, meant that Shaun was too.  “ From what I hear, you’re a pretty big gamble, Pinkman. ”

     Jesse Pinkman is no stranger to people’s negative perceptions of him. He can practically HEAR the rumors that have led Shaun to this final judgment, to SHOO him away like some starving animal -- from what I hear. Jesse scoffs. Since when has it gotten to the point that people have Jesse’s name in their mouths so much that complete strangers have heard of him? “You know what they say: HIGH RISK, HIGH REWARD.”

[japsthoughts]

In our ferris wheel ride.

You asked me to hold your hand tight As we’re going take a ferris wheel ride I smiled and breathe deeply I looked into your eyes and see paradise The moment i open my mouth is also the time i figured out, I’m in love

The first and second rotation of the ride are nothing but joy. Everything is like a movie where slow motion happens and there’s a music in the background You’re happy, i’m inexpressably happy. Every morning, excitement is overflowing because my heart knows that your sweet, long and thoughtful message will be my breakfast.

The third rotation is a push and pull experience. I remember waiting the whole day and night wishing your name will pop up. I remember how i realized your devotion in Him, to the point you attempted to let go of my hand tightly holding yours(Don’t worry, I understand) And i remember how my tears stream down my face as i read your explanations. But still, in this rotation we were together.

The fourth rotation, but i guess not the last though WE lasts. I don’t know how our infinity ends but i’m happy that i felt your love was real. It was genuine and pure.

I said that it’s not the last rotation because we can still visit our ride or shall i say the world that we built? The world where it’s just you and me, si baho at panget? The world that starts in “You both liked 00000AAAAA” And the world that will serves as our home when the real one is in defeaning silence.

I hope you’ll find the one who’d love you unconditionally and may God bless you. *smiles*

I loved you, P! And always have love you.

[beefsolo]

"Oh, you misunderstand me." He placed a hand to his chest as if offended. "I'm comin' to you, one man to another, because you two are all playin' house or whatever now. You deserve to know what it is that is so close to her heart, literally and figuratively." A smirk twisted Shaun's lips and then it was gone. He shrugged. "-I'd- want to know."

( @stillcannotfindpeace )

That smirk. That smirk snapped Ben right out of the confused haze Shaun had put him in. Of course the prick was going to say whatever he could to get under his skin, and as a result, Ben knew better than to allow him to succeed. Lou could have anyone she wanted, including Shaun, but she had chosen him. Taken strides to let him in. Trusted him with her children. That was no small gesture on her part. “Alright, well, is that it? Hope you’re not waiting for me to offer you gas money for the ride you just wasted coming over here.”

[beefsolo]

"Hey, Solo!" He thought his days of taunting the guy were over, but then he woke up on the wrong side of the bed with no returned calls about seeing his son, and yeah, that was a pipe dream. "Why don't you ask Lou about the ring that hangs on the chain around her neck. Ask her where she got it and what it means."

( @stillcannotfindpeace )

Ben promised himself that he would never allow Shaun to see him crack, but the other had been successful in getting under his skin his time. It was the fact that he had wondered about the ring, but had yet to ask; only to now have it confirmed that he didn’t really want to know. It was moments like these where he just thought of Ollie and Teddy. “What do you want other than to waste my time, Shaun?”

[waywardsignnsa]

nude : my muse walks in on your muse accidentally seeing them naked. (Anna. ~accidentally~ lol)

prompt || accepting

Getting ready to take a shower, Anna certainly had no qualms about stripping herself down in the hotel room she was currently sharing with Shaun ... and while there was no doubt that she could have been doing so in the actual bathroom itself, it would have completely ruined just what she hoped would happen. And when he finally came in? Her back was turned to him, the tattoo that dominated her back in full view ... and every bit of skin was bared to him, in full view to be admired. 

“Oh! Shaun,” as if she didn’t know he was coming ... something he could likely see in how she smiled over her shoulder to him, dark eyes filled with desire, “I was just getting ready to get in the shower ... care to join?” 

[waywardsignnsa]

embrace : my muse abruptly throwing their arms around your muse, hugging them tightly. (Aubrey)

prompt || accepting

Concentrating fiercely enough that her little tongue poked out the side of her mouth, Aubrey drew along Shaun’s arm ... and while it certainly wasn’t no masterpiece, there was no doubt that it was pretty damn good for how young she was. With the little hearts now decorating all along his forearm, and her signal that she was done? Was her dropping the sharpie that she was using (that she totally reassured him would wash right off), and in the next instant to throw her arms around his neck, her cheek pressing against his as she smiled and laughed wit a joyful sound. “All done!!!! See!!!” and oh how his arm was now just a beautiful swirl of colors! Though in the middle, in shaky writing, was “I <3 you!”. 

[waywardsignnsa]

@stillcannotfindpeace •• Anna

It wasn’t as if it was uncommon for a wolf to be seen in this general area ... but what was uncommon, was the fact that there was a wolf wandering around the city itself. The size of the wolf would certainly suggest that it was male in gender ... and certainly one big ass one, at that, but what couldn’t be denied was the fact that the wolf looked far from being okay. With its head hung lower than its shoulders, it seemed to be wandering aimlessly with no real concern for any humans around ... or the traffic it was approaching. There was no doubt that this wolf was an oddity... 

Though only those that knew what they were looking at would see that this was no ordinary wolf. Perhaps mistaken for a werewolf, Anna’s wolf form was deep black in color with the smallest white star on her chest ... and her eyes? A deep blue ... though they were currently just as fogged over as her own mind was as she struggled to find her way, completely unaware of how she was moments from stepping into fairly heavy traffic.

[soulavenged]

“Movin' on is so much harder than I thought.”

This was too weird.

She assumed that once she hit the ground, maybe even before, everything would just fade to black and she’d completely cease to exist. At the very most that she’d be in an empty (but hopefully peaceful) void for the rest of eternity.

Never in her wildest dreams would she imagine she’d ‘wake up’ dead.

She looked over at him, eyes displaying a little more worry than she tended to do while she was still living. ❛ Is moving on an option? For us, I mean. ❜ She felt torn. She was relieved beyond measure that things had gone their way, that her sacrifice hadn’t been for nothing. That THEY’D WON.

But now that the dust had settled and she knew they were safe it was hard to watch them go on with their lives knowing that she couldn’t be a part of them anymore. ❛ It should make me happy to get to see them go on right? I guess I’m just being selfish. ❜

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