making some stress culture - deconstructing a writing process
a final paper
final papers, more than one
some words // no words // just the prompt
so that I
don't
forget
where I'm supposed to be going
with these words [that I don't have]
[that I [hopefully] will have [they only exist as future words [future worlds?]]]
I "provisionally" bracket everything as I write [so that I don't forget
where I'm [my words?] are supposed to be going]
I place question marks inside the brackets because I question [am questioning?] where I'm going [where my words are going? [where my words will go?]]
I highlight and change fonts and color phrases blue and red and green--
the colors don't really mean anything,
just a "look-here; pay attention to me"
so that I don't forget that I'm supposed to be using them to get where I need to go.
Piracetam and Choline left a sour coating on my lips.
My tongue repeatedly licks the pleasantly sour taste, and it feels too large.
It pushes the word-thoughts out, into my fingers, onto the screen.
