#stonermorgy

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4/6/19

Feelings of devastation. Sad. Numb. Alone. Guilt. Grieving. Not wanting to accept it. Having to accept it.

I am not alone in this.

Wondering. Was there anything I could have done to make you stay.

I did everything right.

My biggest dream. My blessing from above taken to stay above not on this earth.

Crying. Bleeding. Hurting. Heartbroken.

Am I broken.

Trying to move forward. Scared it will happen again. Everything was fine. Was. Nothing is fine now.

Dreams of losing it all over again.

Not sleeping.

Reminded by blood flow. Crumbling devastation.

What comes next.

Grieving.

Resting.

Healing.

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Walking among giants 🌲🌲🌲

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A happy, content Morgy and Kane bud 🌲✨💚

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7/14/18

I never thought that I'd stuggle trying to gain weight, as much as I thought I was struggling to lose it. I feel this is where it really fucks you up. Knowing you're stronger than you were, different than you were. But you are still in the grasp of the disorder in a way. I know I can do better. I just have to apply myself more and push harder.

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Yeah, some things will never change.

like me staying up way too late tokin with my room candle lit because I can't stop listening to music 🎶✨🌙👁

[stonermorgy]

Never wanna leave when I'm out here 🌲✨🌿

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