lol, yes! Yes you can! I’m bored out of my mind anyway. lol.
1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.Bother by Stone SourCat and Mouse by The Red Jumpsuit ApparatusDark Blue by Jack’s MannequinDaugher’s Lament by Carolina Chocolate Drops (If you like The Hunger Games and haven’t heard this yet, it will make you cry.Daylight by Ron Popeand Fine By Me by Andy Grammer2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?Misha Collins probably.
3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.“That understanding is our Perfection.” (Some book a Monk gave me on the train once. :)
4) What do you think about most?My stories. I almost literally live in my own fantasy.
5) Ever had a poem or song written about you?Yes. haha. I get a lot of creeps on the internet and they think love poems from a total stranger who isn’t from Tumblr is cute.
6) Do you have any strange phobias?I have a phobia of june bugs.
7) What’s your religion?I am a Christian. :)
8) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?Walking somewhere. I live in Allston (a village of Boston) so there’s not much to do in my area outside unless you’re walking. Or hanging out on a sidewalk. Because it’s all sidewalks and streets over here.
9) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?I have no idea actually. I don’t really have one. Even my favorite song changes quite frequently.
10) What was the last lie you told?I think it was to one of my internet creeps. He asked where I worked and I didn’t want to tell him so I said Boston instead of Chestnut Hill. haha.
11) Do you believe in karma?I do! :)
12) What does your URL mean?It’s my full name. :)
13) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?My empathy. It’s both. I’m awful at standing up for myself. Because I don’t want to offend anyone. And if my best friends, or boyfriend is upset in any way I feel it and I get upset over it. But I’m able to treat EVERYONE with kindness without even thinking about it. I can explain to someone what they’re feeling sometimes better than they can, and I’m great at giving advice judging on how they’re feeling about their situation.
14) Who is your celebrity crush?Jennifer Lawrence.
15) How do you vent your anger?I don’t feel anger. Most of the time. On the rare occasion I am angry, I usually either just think about it, vent about it here, or tell one of my friends who isn’t involved as to not create drama.
16) Do you have a collection of anything?I have a collection of strange money! A dollar bill with a Frankenstein stamp on it. A puppy drawn in glitter glue. A penny that has had the copper scrapped off. A quarter that has been painted orange. Etc. I keep them all in this dinosaur piggy bank my best friend gave me for Christmas!
17) Are you happy with the person you’ve become?I am more than happy. I love myself probably more than I should.
18) What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?I love the sound of Alberto’s laughter. I hate the sound of this one customer’s voice. I hate her and I hate her voice and her presence makes me cringe.
19) What’s your biggest “what if”?I don’t really have one. I’m pretty sure that “If I just said this then” I wouldn’t be with Alberto right now. Because the only what if scenario I see is about this guy I had a crush on in middle school. Although I can clearly look back on it and see the dominoes fall to where I am now.
20) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?I do believe in ghosts! I lived in a haunted house with eight entities. I don’t know about aliens though. I mean I believe bacteria and stuff is out there, but I don’t know about intelligent life.
21) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. I don’t touch anything with my right arm. I’m on the bed and there’s literally nothing next to me but empty space. My left arm touches the wall.
22) Smell the air. What do you smell?My shampoo! I had to sniff the air a couple times before I caught any scent. Since I live here and can’t smell it anymore. Alberto even asked me what I was doing. And thought I was smelling something but didn’t know where it was coming from. When really I was seeing if there was anything to smell. Which there was. Moving on.
23) What’s the worst place you have ever been to?My mom’s boyfriend’s house. Or my boyfriend’s brother’s girlfriend’s apartment. Probably the second. I just feel so unwelcome in those places (the second one more often than the first) and it feels like the walls are closing in on me and I hate it.
24) Most attractive singer/s of your opposite gender?Danny O’Donoghue (The Script)
25) To you, what is the meaning of life?Finding serenity. Bliss. No matter how it’s found.
26) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?I don’t drive. :)
27) What was the last movie you saw?Dorian Gray
28) What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?I haven’t really had any bad ones. I broke my elbow once doing a stupid stunt in gymnastics.
29) Do you have any obsessions right now?Well I don’t think so. My boyfriend would say otherwise. He just doesn’t understand what’s so special about Jennifer Lawrence.
30) Ever had a rumor spread about you?Not to my knowledge. There was one being spread that my ex (boyfriend at the time) was going to wait for graduation to dump me. But he was cheating on me then, so I’m pretty sure I would have rather he just ended things before then. I wouldn’t have minded.
31) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?Nope.
32) What is your astrological sign?Sun sign is Capricorn. Moon sign is Pisces. Pisces fits me 100%. The only thing I’ve ever found to be accurate of a Capricorn trait is “Most Capricorns don’t feel like they relate to their sign.” It was like they knew me.
33) What’s the last thing you purchased?Pizza. :)
35) In a relationship?I am!
36) How many relationships have you had?Four. Including the one I’m in now.
37) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?Not giving a shit. haha. I’ve always thought that the right person will just come along. No weapons needed. Just patience. And Alberto says the sexiest thing about me before we started talking was how when I walked around campus it gave off an air of “I don’t give a fuck what your opinion about me is. Think what you want. I am me.”
38) Where is your best friend?New Ipswich!
39) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?Crying. And trying to sleep.
40) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?Yes.
41) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?Well I don’t know how I’d go about saving said dog, but I’d save the dog if I could. My boss is cool so she’d understand. And if she didn’t it’s okay because I’m looking for a new job anyway.
42) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?a) I’d probably only tell those that matter. I mean I care for a lot of my old friends/acquaintances, but I feel like I’d probably only tell those closest to me. b) I’d drop out of school. Quit my job. And spend the last days with the people that mean most. c) Maybe. I mean I like to think that if death comes it’ll be fine, because I’m happy with where I am now and if it’s my time than it’s my time. But that’s if I was hit by a car or fucking died instantly. My ghost self would be like “Well that sucked. What’s next?” I’d probably be afraid though knowing so far in advance.
43) What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?Dancing in the Moonlight. Or So Happy Together. Or Kiss the Girl. Or Girlfriend. Or Ska8er Boi.
44) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?Friendship. I feel like if friendship is the foundation than you’re all set as long as you work on key parts like trust, understanding, and communication.
45) How can I win your heart?You can’t. Not until Alberto gives it up. Because he’s the one who has it. Not me. I can’t give it to you until he gives it back. Which I told him he could keep it, so I donno about that. You might be on the wait list for a while.
46) Can insanity bring on more creativity?It might bring on more inspiration for already creative people.
47) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?To trust. Whether it’s God or the universe I’m trusting in, I find that if I don’t worry where I’m going I’ll end up just where I wanted. Which, I actually don’t know where I want to end up. As long as I like it there, I’m happy to go wherever life takes me. Like. If something’s not making me happy I leave it. I take care of the consequences, but I’d rather face those than the unhappiness something is causing me. I don’t know what’s ahead, but all I can do is live in the moment and make sure I’m happy in that moment. In this moment? I’m literally living my dream. At twenty years old, my dream is coming true.
48) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?I don’t really care. I’ll leave that to whoever is paying for it.
49) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word “heart.”First thing is Alberto. Because I love him. But the second thing I think of is Alberto. Because of the heart problems that lead to his doctor predicting death by eighteen. That word is a double edged sword.
50) Basic question; what’s your favorite color/colors?Black! But I also like teal, neon green, and midnight purple.
51) What is your current desktop picture?It’s a beautiful picture that a friend of a friend named Kikyo created of Alberto and I in like a megapixel kinda way. It’s really cute and I’m really happy she made it for us.
52) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?No one. I wouldn’t want to do that. Damned empathy.
53) What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?I can’t think of one. haha.
54) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?I can change into any animal! I’ve ALWAYS wanted to do that! Like fucking Beast Boy. It’s my other dream.
55) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?My first kiss with Alberto.
56) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?I wouldn’t. But if I had to it’d probably be the night my dad almost died of alcohol withdrawal and all I cared about was getting a few hours sleep before school. Like I was so far gone that I didn’t give a shit what happened. I just wanted to sleep and deal with whatever happened in the morning. Between his hallucinations and my having to tell a police officer time and time again that there actually was no break in and that he didn’t have to come to the house anymore to having the 911 operator tell me to keep away from the phone and to stop calling.
57) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?Do I have to? I’m not even lusting after any of them.
58) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?Hawaii.
59) Ever been on a plane?When I was four.
60) Give me your top 5 hottest celebrities.Jennifer LawrenceMisha CollinsGerard ButlerJensen AcklesI can’t think of any others honestly. I mean there are a lot I find attractive, but no others that I drool over.
