Apr 14, 2016
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#also im thinking that a certain friend from anime club is def a squish#(aro vers of crush that's like a crush but like platonic?)#whenevr we hang out we cuddle and it's great#and i sometimes i want to kiss them bc the affection i feel is so#strong .#the main reason i dont think its a crush is bc i dont rlly feel the need to date them#and i dont get nervous around them#idk#also theyre pretty similar to me when it comes to basically all the identities and personality wise a bit too#tho a bit dif#they get scared and enotional more easily#which usually ends up where theyre holding my hand or arm pretty tightly#and the affection feeling increases#so im not complaining#tbh i wouldnt mind being in a queerplatonic relationship w/them and theyre current qp#bc their qp is both of ours friend#and tbh she rlly needs evryone to love on her bc she works herself too hard and is so sweet#and responsible and i feel like a pot of ppl take her fir granted#for*#hmm...i dont know what to call this feeling...#oh well#i need to sleep#bc it's now close to 2am and i have to wake#up early so#ya know#oh yeh but the main reason i was going to make this post is bc both of them were#sick the last time i heard#i hope theyre better by tomorrow night#tonight?#i only get to see them onceor twice a week usually and it makes me sad