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strongarms-softheart replied to your post: anonymous said:(redswordofdamocle...

[internal screaming] THIS IS SO CUTE HOLY SHIT

ooc: BABY WANTS TO BE BEST FRIENDS WITH DAMO ;u;

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strongarms-softheart replied to your quote:Is that your Damocles Sword or are you just happy...

you just made Damo upset for using him as a pick up line xD

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strange farewell?

Here it is, I guess. 

I don't... I don't think I have a good reason for doing this, and I'm honestly not entirely sure that I want to do this to myself... but it's happening now, and it seems like today, this matter has just been pressing more and more on my mind.

I think I need to quit trying on this blog. I'm so lost now... I don't know how I should be writing as Izumo, I don't know who to talk with anymore, and I really don't know how I'm supposed to be having fun now. It just seems like, recently, I've been pressuring myself so much just to get something out and written into a post, that I don't even remember I should be having fun while doing it. I... I don't know how to have fun writing anymore, if all I'm going to be doing is pushing myself towards something that I don't want.

I see so many people leaving for their own reasons, and I can't help but to feel a bit selfish for using this excuse as my reason, but... I feel like having fun is the one reason why I started roleplaying. And now? There's no fun... There's no point to keep roleplaying, if I can't manage to have fun with my partners and myself.

Honestly, I really did cherish all the people I met online whilst writing as Izumo, and I still cherish the memories we made together. I'll always remember this experience -- I'll remember everyone and everything involved.

To put it simply... I really do love all of you, whether we spoke or not. I appreciate the chance I had here to make new friends, most of which seemed to understand me better than anyone outside the online world did, and I truly do want to keep you all with me while heading for the future. I love our interactions together, our stories, our out-of-character talks, our video chats, our regular chats, our threads, our ask memes, our rants, our ramblings, our ideas, our headcanons, our ships, and our everlasting memories.

If I could stop time to keep all of them here with me -- to keep all of you here with me, in the same moment... then I would. But the fact of the matter is.... I'm not magic, and I can't do that. I couldn't stop my friends from leaving the fandom, I couldn't bring myself to continue writing, I couldn't always be there for some of you when you needed a friend, and I couldn't keep in contact.

I need to leave.... At least, I need to take some sort of break. I don't know if this is a hiatus, or a final goodbye, or even just another month where I don't stop by. Honestly, I don't know how to explain my reasoning for this... But I just need it.

Please believe me when I say I love all of you, and it really hurts me to have to do this. I don't know if we can keep talking together, or even if we'll be able to have the same sort of relationships we did in our primes... I just... I really just want to do something to express how I feel, for each of you who mean something personally to me.

strongarms-softheart: Ahhh, Lucas, my bae. I think you were the first person who I saw on video chat, and the first person I showed my face to via video chat. I believe we met on my other account, but if not, we must've first met on this one. Anyhow, I was really excited and flustered and happy whenever we spoke together (also I may not have acted really flattered whenever you told eme I was pretty, but I was), and it was really awesome to get the chance to talk to your friend Alex, too, whenever she was with you! I just have to say, though, your laugh and your smile are really adorable, so please show them off more often. Also, you've got a rockin' booty, and it can't even compare with such a lowly peasant's booty such as my own. P P P PORN STAR DANCING

(CHECK THIS SCREENSHOT OUT THOUGH. Also Agnete is in this but no one really cares about him tbh:

Can't remember what you guys were talking about...?)

fushimiofannex4: Omelette. I think you were also one of the first people that I saw on video chat (maybe it was during the same one that Lucas was on...?)... ANYHOW, I can distinctly remember you trying to make an analysis about "If you were in Manhattan, and you were searching for America...", so (honestly that still makes me crack a stupid smile now, when I think about it), yeah. Also, you make really fucking horrible puns which I love, and I'm 99% sure that your little smirk is going to be the end of all mankind. (AND another side-note.... Look at this screenshot right here:

Hell yeah.) P P P PORN STAR DANCING TOO

smoking-fire: mY FIRST LOOOOOOOOVE, KAY. Okay, so, I know I mentioned in an earlier post that I was really nervous to talk to you at first, and I can really confirm that now. You're such a great writer, and an even better Chitose at that! I'm really glad to have wrote with you (even though I still regret that we never did any sort of AU threads together... haha...)! When we first chatted on video together, it came as the biggest surprise to me that you knew about Sucker Punch/Sin City/Deus Ex, and were willing to watch the trailer again with me! (In fact, BAM have a screenshot of that:

All in all, you're super rad. I'm so amazed that we had a lot of the same movie types in common (even though I'm pretty sure that we didn't ever get to talk about movies all that much). BUT YES. SUPER COOL CHICK.

ao-no-eishi: Stacy, my dearest sugar-plum. I think I've been actively speaking with you for the past two months or so now, despite the fact that I'm hardly ever on my blog here. Even in Skype, I'm really glad that we can talk together (though most of our discussions ultimately end up with cute IzuRei stuff cough)! Hopefully, even after I leave this blog, we can continue to bug each other with that nice and fluffy ship stuff (though I don't know what'll become of our HS thread...? agHH). Anyhow, ok, you're really cute and akgjdk and I really need to give you a little hug ahh.

These next people are those who I really should've spoke to more, but I feel as though I can convey (telepathic?) feelings to with just a single word (or two) that relates to our interactions.

restless-arrogance: SAXOPHONE or CROTCH KISSU KISSU.

daisanokensha: A LIL' EAR ON YOUR MAN or D-SWIZZLE.

ANON✿ dearest: JOSE KUSANAGI or SALSA. I need to find out who you are, too. :((

Thank you guys. Thank you for making me happy.

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WIth You // K MK spoilers // Closed RP

It had taken every ounce of his remaining strength to be strong for her. To keep a straight face and be that firm shoulder for her to fall upon. It took both of their strength to be there to catch her and bring her back to her feet. Both of them to show her the way back home to her waiting clan.

It took them holding onto each other to be able to watch he go one last time, knowing they wouldn't be seeing their princess for hopefully many years. 

So with their newly crowned queen gone, it was once again just the two of them, sitting in that glowing room without a true sense of time. Tatara looked to his former King with a smile, running his hand through red locks of hair without any real thought of his actions. If it could stay like this, he would have no problem staying right here with Mikoto, waiting for everyone else to join them years later. 

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strongarms-softheart replied to your post: ooc: Mun had a photoshoot for Anna tod...

oH mY GOd YoUrE SO fLIPPiNG cUTe AHHHHH

ooc: Whoaaaa, thank youu, omg dgkjskdajfakfkjak *sends a lot of hugs* ;v; <3

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