Felt kinda depressed about the future and started eating all this junk food (since I ran out of real food).
Graduation is approaching and maybe I'm my degree and being not the top candidate for anything out there scares the total head out of me.
But that's okay. I have to keep convincing myself that there really isn't anything I can do about my past, but there is plenty to do for the future. i can get shit done, and achieve my dreams if I just tackle and take super mini-steps at a power-walking stage.
Remember: I miss 100% of the chances I don't take, and that would be an absolute waste. I have plenty reason to be super-confident, after all I am a person of lots of value. Yesterday for the first time in a long time, I realized why I had experienced so much anxiety in the past year and half. It's because deep down inside I'm depleted of this thing called confidence and without me realizing it, it affected my social interactions.
But it's getting better. And I have this year to get back to where I had started and building that confidence. The gym will help me. And I will have a stronger mindset so that nobody can convince me otherwise from what I think/feel.