Rant. Life lore. The real life example of how a person fucks themself.
So y'all already know how much my Sociology teacher loves me right? 🥲 (I'm not even joking she somehow got the idea that I'm one of the smart kids and now she won't leave me alone 😭😭 I'm so cooked)
ANYWAYS
I was as usual in school today and she was asking who all have not submitted the research file draft for our project. So your very humble me who has done nothing was ofcourse on the list.
And then she started to ask about our topics 😭😭😭 that also to ONLY SPECIFIC PEOPLES aka the smart ones
AMD IDK WHY WHY WHY she considers me a smart kid (ma'am pls I'm dumb asf and know nothing)
Asked me what my topic was
Note: I had no topic ok I didn't even know wtf I was supposed to do 😭😭😭
And bruh all this people were like gender stereotypes in fairy tales and stuff (I WAS LITERALLY DROWSING IN CLASS I'M SO DED)
And yeah.... She asked me what my topic was 💀💀💀💀💀💀 (RED ALERT I TRAPPED MYSELF RED ALERT)
And me a sheer dumbass just went
Me: uhh... Culture...
Ma'am: what
Me, already shaking from social anxiety: Cu-cultural significance
Me: 💀
Ma'am: explain
Me: ...I mean how some cultures get overlooked or ignored while other cultures are prioritized more in India...
Note: ATP I have no fucking idea what I was talking about I was literally stuttering and shaking almost in tears
Me, already ready to collapse: like how mainstream north Indian culture is always priortized, while north east or other cultures are neglected and never shown properly
Ma'am: ahh regionalism you mean
Me: ...yes 🥹
Ma'am: very well you got a very good topic work on it
Ma'am, to the class: see now that's such a great topic
Me: 💀
Me: tha-thank you ma'am 🥹
Ma'am: I want the draft tomorrow
Me:
Me: 😭😭😭😭
AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK I'M GOING TO DO ON HALF A DAY
WHAT DO I FUCKING DOOO
I just need the draft but like I'm so cooked.
I'm SO SO COOKED
I chose a good topic but I'm not good enough for the topic.
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I'm ded.
And so yeah I'm totally fucked because I'm sure I'm gonna mess up th entire thing while trying and failing to do proper research
Because 1. I'm so lazy I'll take atleast 3 years to complete it. 2. I'm so clumsy I'll just mess it all up.
And I have no idea what I'm gonna do RN-
.....
So that's how you fuck yourself up in the most baddest amazing way so that your teacher thinks of you as some brilliant kid. But you are literally 🤡
