#study-with-ana

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I'm so sorry if someone made you feel like you are hard to love.

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“This is the smell of June . . . honeysuckle, green hay, wet linen hung out to dry.” – Lisa Kleypas

17th June, 2021 ♡

Heyy there everyone :( It's been a long time since I've posted. I hope y'all are doing well. I'll try to be more consistent with my posts from now on.

It's been raining since the morning. I woke up at 4:30 am and just sat in the balcony listening to bollywood slowed reverb songs while it rained outside. It was so peaceful. A heavenly experience. After the rain stopped, I reviewed my bio notes and started a new chapter. Later at noon, I helped my mom in the kitchen. We had khichuri for lunch. And after lunch, I dozed off to sleep. A three hour nap. I had maths class in the evening. After that I did a bit of journaling and read a book. It rained the whole day. And the weather is cool, so I'll probably go to bed early today.

Currently Reading: The Inheritance Games

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If you are struggling right now, I hope your pain eases soon. No storm lasts forever. This shall pass too. Look back to all those times when things were hard and you thought you won't make it this time but you still did. You've survived everything you've gone through upto this point. I know you are scared and tired and hopeless, but you can handle this. I believe in you. Please don't give up. I see you and your struggle. You've come a long way and you're stronger than you think. Please hang in there! The clouds shall clear and the sun will shine through again. Have faith in the conspiracies of the universe.

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"May flowers grow in the saddest parts of you"

~ Zainab Aamir

24th March, 2021 | 10: 50 pm | 41/100 | 100 days of productivity

Today I-

Woke up at 5, took a shower and sat in the balcony watching the sunrise while sipping on coffee

Made Sooji for breakfast

Revised "power sharing" and made notes

Made a few ankis on electromagnetism

Went to College Street to buy some Exemplar and Reference books.

Watered the garden plants

Finished a maths sample paper

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“I wonder what it would be like to live in a world where it was always June.” – Lucy Maud Montgomery

27th June, 2021 ♡

I woke up kinda late today. Then I cleaned my room and changed the bedsheet and pillow covers. Then I had some errands to run. After that I did a bit of physics. My periodic exams are starting from 20th July. Also I had some online classes to attend today. After that I took a nap in the afternoon (it was raining) And the sky was exceptionally beautiful today after the rain. Also I signed up for an ap physics and ap biology course recently and i've been loving the classes. In the evening, I binge watched kdramas while eating mughlai egg paratha. In short, I enjoyed the weekend to the fullest ^ ^ I'm very excited for tomorrow and the coming week. Most people hate Mondays, but for me Monday is the beginning of a new week, a new start, another opportunity to do all the things I couldn't do last week and it gives me so much motivation.

Also do y'all binge watch 4 kdramas at the same time like me or are you normal?

I'm currently watching Law School, My roommate is a Gumiho, Doom at your Service, Penthouse Season 3.

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“At midnight, in the month of June, I stand beneath the mystic moon.” – Edgar Allan Poe

24th June, 2021 ♡

I had online school in the morning. Later in the afternoon, I cleaned my room and decluttered my desk. Then I continued writing my seemingly never ending chemistry practical while watching a kdrama. And the strawberry moon was so beautiful. We had some guests over in the evening. And it was fun xD we played games and chatted a lot. Mom made biriyani for dinner and we all ate till we couldn't move anymore xD At around 9:30, we drove to the station to drop the guests. The streets were almost deserted and shops were closing down. Late night drives are really something.

Did y'all see the strawberry moon? I couldn't capture it properly in the camera. In the video, it looks yellow. But trust me, it actually had a reddish hue.

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𝘔𝘺 𝘴𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘪𝘯 3 𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘩𝘴. 𝘚𝘰 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘮𝘴 𝘸𝘦𝘪𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘢 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘥𝘺𝘣𝘭𝘳 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘐'𝘷𝘦 𝘉𝘗𝘋 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘨𝘨𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘪𝘵. 𝘔𝘺 𝘦𝘱𝘪𝘴𝘰𝘥𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘴𝘰 𝘰𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘹𝘩𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢 𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘢𝘤𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘮𝘪𝘤𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘩𝘺𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘭 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘩. 𝘐 𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘤𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵. 𝘚𝘰 𝘐 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘥𝘺𝘣𝘭𝘳 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘥𝘶𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘥𝘺. 𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘪𝘧 𝘐 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘥𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘵. 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘏𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘎𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘳 𝘈𝘯𝘯𝘢𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘩 𝘊𝘩𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐'𝘮 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘥𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘈𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘭𝘭, 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘢𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 \(^ヮ^)/ .

𝘚𝘰 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩. 𝘏𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘧𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘺𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘣𝘶𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 3 𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘩𝘴. 𝘖𝘬𝘢𝘺 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘭𝘦𝘮𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘥𝘶𝘤𝘦 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧-

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About me

You can call me Ana (you can even give me a nickname if you want (´ ε ` ) 💜)

I'll turn 16 this year. I'm a 10th grader and an aspiring medical student.

From India

Demiromantic and Bi-curious Ace || she/ her || Libra || ENFJ 2w3 || Ambivert

I've high functioning bpd (boderline personality disorder)

I can drink 3 cups of coffee and go straight to sleep and this is just one example of what is fundamentally wrong with me as a person

Learning to love myself

I'm a good listener

It's never too cold for ice cream

Your local therapist and comedian friend (๑˃ᴗ˂)ﻭ

Gryfinndor // Cabin Athena (#6) // Divergent

BTS Army (V biased but I love them all)

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The classes I'm taking this semester are:

English

Bengali

Science

Social Science

Maths

IT

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Interests

I try my hand at drawing from time to time

I like taking pictures and capturing moments in my camera

I go for trekking every year

singing and listening to music

I love love reading

Procrastinating

Daydreaming

Making scenarios in my head 24/7

Romanticising life

Binge watching kdramas and cdramas

Fangirling over kpop groups

Fooling around on Picsart,

Intersectional feminism and world politics,

Greek and Roman mythology,

Meeting new people ( I like getting to know new people. Everyone is so different and yet so similar, it's intriguing ).

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I obsess over : Cats (and furry animals), Washi Tapes, Cute stationaries, Glitter, Sunsets, Moon, Night sky, Clouds, Hand written letters, Poetry, etc.

Fav Aesthetic : Dark and Light Academia, Cottagecore, Soft Aesthetic

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Content

Study tips and advices about random stuff

Notes

Writing excerpts, snippets and poetry

Mental health and BPD related stuff

Will be reblogging study tips that I find useful

Reading updates

Tips about how to study with an mental illness

A lot of rambling and venting

And some other random posts

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Goal

▪ Track my daily progress

▪ To hold myself accountable & try to be more consistent

▪ Be more productive and stop procrastinating

▪ Survive this semester (and score atleast 97% in my boards)

▪ Become a better person : )

▪ To not overwork or stress myself

▪ Bring back some balance and discipline in my life

▪ Reduce phone usage

▪ And make some new friends along the way <3

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Lastly, here are some of my favourite studyblrs/ inspiration : @typicalstudent @fivestarstudying @evalearns @mattstudies @lara-studies @brackenblythe @why-the-heck-not @365text @can-i-get-some-self-discipline @myhoneststudyblr @keshiology @studythenight-away @withvellichor @latinandlattes @emmastudies @myhoneststudyblr @luminous-studiess @bestudying @stillstudies @peepstudies @lostlxmb @yukkuristudies @pltuo @studypetals @studyquill @gabiestudies @myrtleandberry @moonshinestudies

If you have read till here, thank you so much. I hope you have a nice day ahead. Happy Studying! ღ˘⌣˘ღ)

P.S: My message and ask are open. Feel free to drop a message or ask a question (o´∀`o) (even if we aren't mutuals).

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15th April, 2021 | 10: 30 pm | 63/100 | 100 days of productivity

Today I-

Studied kinematics in the morning

Helped mom in household chores and poila baisakhi puja

Went out with friends in the evening and sat by the lake and had ice cream