So I've just startet medical school (pre-clinical studies). I've only just had classes for a month but I feel like I can't follow all the material in classes! For each class we have there's dozens of pages to read in several books, not to forget writing summaries. Also there are assignments each week. Every week I try to get a hold of all the work but it just seems to be piling up more and more! I feel so overwhelmed and I don't think I can do this! :(( How did you know this was right for you?
Hello there, doctor-intraining!
Oh man, your words take me STRAIGHT back to first year. We all felt this way. I don't know how many times I felt as you did! It is universally experienced. I was really only reminded of my reasons for doing this when I started seeing patients and really amazing residents and attendings at work. Patients reminded me to step up my game for their sake. Residents and attendings reminded me that there are people still left willing to fight.
I felt frustrated and disappointed with myself all through the first and second year of med school. Looking back, I would've told myself (and if any of these resonate with you, please go ahead and do them!):
TALK TO SOMEONE. I still regret not seeing a psychologist sooner. But the fact that I did at all is one of the better decisions I've made in med school
be less afraid that I am the only one who feels dumb. If I had embraced my lack of knowledge, I think I would have been happier (and better informed!)
Stop using television, games, tumblr, and other pasttimes to hide from the fact that I really needed to just SIT DOWN and figure out the hard concepts.
One thing I did do right until Step 1: EXERCISE. It really helps!
Don't ask shitty classmates out on dates because of some sense of loneliness or daddy issues.
Utilize good reference resources and study aids: BRS Physiology, Goljan podcasts, microbiology made ridiculously simple. Hell, the best is when you make your OWN resource!
Regarding your frustration about reading several books, writing summaries, and completing assignments, prioritize them and (this is super painful, but true) find ways to do things cleverly or sacrifice them in the name of sanity and true learning.
If assignments are worth points, get those out of the way first because you want to pass your first year of school. Perfection is not the goal here, passing is. Then, if summaries are required to prove you are reading, don't read every single word on every page. Hit the chapter objectives on the first page, and then the final summary points on the last page. Use these to organize and prioritize what you should be taking away from each selection and what your summaries should include. Use tables and charts, they are often the most succinct version of what you absolutely must take away!
Best of luck! You're going to get through this!