#stupid adhd

[deathhppunch]

YOU GUYS I HATE MY BRAIN

I HAVE SO MANY COOL DEX FIC IDEAS BUT I CANT GET THEM OUT BECAUSE IM NOT ABLE TO DESCRIBE THE SCENE

IM A DAYDREAMER I PICTURE THINGS I DONT DESCRIBE THEM

I’ve only written one fic about Joel Miller and I’m working on another one but that one has been tricky because it’s smutty and it’s my first time writing smuttttyyyy

and I haven’t written because my fear of failing? or whatever, procrastination, has been hitting me because it requires me to use my brain and I don’t want to think

I have too much on my mind :(((( it’s blocking my desire to write :((

my first fic was really fun and I was laughing and giggling when I worked on it

I need that feeling to come back damn it

How do you guys write effortlessly:(((

[pikhachu]

most inconsistent daily account youve ever seen

[instellarorbit]

I want to go see Project: Hail Mary again...

[dianxia-rose]

I was in a slightly angsty mood today so I made this. I had started to write out a scene of Lan Wangji calling his brother after a particularly rough night. But being unable to answer the phone, which is relatable to me when I am having my down days. It is often hard to speak my feelings. Of course like a good chunk of my projects I stopped writing halfway and just decided to draw it instead.

[lunathejediknight]

I didn't take my meds today...so now I'm unfocused -_-

[artisticbunny]

Just realized ive been home on spring break for like a whole week

I go back later today

I completely forgot to take my anxiety meds this whole time

Thats.... not ideal

[a-normal-panda-bitch]

The only thing stopping me from getting a shopping addiction is my bank account.

[wayfaringauthorofficial]

Ok I sat down to write but tiktok just fell opened and I've accomplished like one thing. So I'm just gonna get back to pushing through it now I'm so sorry.