I fucking hate my dad right now.He told me to go up to my Saxophone teacher and tell her that I won't have anymore lessons.THE FUCK.I don't know about you but The Saxophone is one of my Favourite instruments and people that play them are rare.I have only had 5 lessons.FIVE FUCKING LESSONS.And he tells me to Quit.Why?He hates the Saxophone.Why?BECAUSE FUCKING GENDER ROLES HE THINKS ITS NOT ACCEPTABLE FOR A "GIRL" TO PLAY THE SAXOPHONE.NO.I GOT TO AN ALL GIRLS SCHOOL THERE ARE PLENTY OF SAXOPHONE PLAYERS.JUST AS MANY AS PIANISTS.MY DAD SAYS "ugh saxophones are for boys not girls.You have to focus on piano because your really good at it" YEAH I WOULD HAVE BEEN IF YOU CONTINUED PIANO LESSONS AFTER yr 4!I WOULD HAVE BEEN GRADE 4 PIANO BUT NO.YOU HAD TO STOP THE LESSONS AND MAKE ME START WHEN I BEGUN SECONDARY?!NOW WHEN IM 18 I'm going to be Grade 8.Now I have to start from scratch ALL OVER AGAIN.IM NOT EVEN THAT GOOD.(I play piano and saxophone if you got confused)So now I'm not getting a birthday present because my mum said that it could be my birthday present.At least my mum has sympathy.But now I have to pick one when I start next year because my little brother/sister is going to be born when school finishes and he/she will need lots of stuff.I seriously Hate my FUCKING DAD SO MUCH.HE EVEN SAYS HE'S GOING TO SELL MY GUINEA PIGS WHEN I FORGET TO FEED THEM BUT IF THEY WERE IN THE HOUSE THEN I WOULD FREQUENTLY FEED THEM AND CUDDLE THEM BUT NOW I'M HAVE TO WALK THROUGH A STORM ALL THE WAY TO MY PLAYROOM IN MY GARDEN JUST TO PUT SOME FOOD IN A BOWL AND BECAUSE ITS DARK AS FUCK IN THE UK AT NIGHT,I GET FUCKING SCARED SO I JUST RUN BACK TO THE HOUSE,MY GUINEA PIGS ONLY WANT ME FOR FOOD ANYWAY NO MATTER HOW MUCH I CUDDLE THEM.DADS FUCKING TYPICAL DADS THAT TELL YOU THAT THEY LOVE YOU BUT DO TERRIBLE ACTIONS.FUCKING DADS
