#stupidrat

[yourlookscankillsonowyouredead]

How Do We Relationship? by Tamifull

[the-real-mewi]

Hey guys...

I decided it was about time that I show who I really am...

This is the real Biwi, I'm finally saying it...

Hey so I got a little silly :3

I went down some sort of spiral that led to me making emo Biwi (blame @s0lar-ch3ri they said something about emo Biwi) on Google Slides so here we are now!

Tags:

# truebiwi - miscellaneous posts

# stupidrat - out of character post

Yeah that's it really I can't think of anything else but I'll add stuff if I do!

By the way my main is @nogenderonlyrat :3

[yourlookscankillsonowyouredead]

i don't scream enough for you

i don't bleed enough for you

i'm not anything

[yourlookscankillsonowyouredead]

i wear my heart on my sleeve so you can watch it bleed

[the-real-mewi]

OUT OF CHARACTER POST!!!!!!‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

I feel like I made the name of this confusing because of the spelling choice

So I was trying to be like "the real me" but with Biwi so like "the real Biwi/me" and I came up with "Miwi" but I feel like Mewi makes a little more sense

Should I change it?

Yes

No

Ratsults

Voting ended onMar 17, 2024

@s0lar-ch3ri

[stabmyheartbecauseiloveyou]

sick and disgusting

[stabmyheartbecauseiloveyou]

couldnt sleep last night

i realized that all my worst traumas of anykind

are all about feeling that someone is expecting someting from me and me not being enough

even if it was 

other people fighting without me having any part of it

or friends and randoms robbing and using me 

or my closest/loved ones raping me

or closest/ loved ones humiliating me so that everyone can see

or them telling me that i should die, and that i have ruined their life

or them saying that they should die and they arent enough

or any authority forcing me on something

gym teacher making me shower with piece of paper as a towel while the whole class is staring and laughing,

s/o commanding to clean blood/ vomit/ food mess which they made, or to leave our home while threatening with a knife

or when im being cheated on shamelessly in front of my nose

or getting beaten up out of nowhere by friends and loved ones

or me peeing my pants in the middle of a class

or a small animal dying 

or the whole life

i should know better, i should be able and do someting

but i cant, i dont understand, im lost, i have no idea

im not enough, and everyone died

and still i just cant get a word out of my mouth, cause im sucha retarted piece of shit

i hope someone atleast genuinely enjoyed my jokes

i am just a shitty joke that i worgot to tell 

i know it wasnt all my fault and that life just sucks, but the paralyzing feeling never leaves

i just wasnt able to be enough

and like this, i never will be able to 

[yourlookscankillsonowyouredead]

does. does your spacebar not work or something

yep. n nope. dies. idont have space left in my head mostly..