#suacidal

[dissociatomic]

How the fuck do I meet a guy in this fucking world?! I’m starting to doubt that any guy will be interested in me, I mean, I’m a fucking cripple Freddy Kruger! I can’t blame anyone but still, apart from sex and all, I also want to be in love and be loved for once. It’s not fair, and yeah I know I’m just bitchin’ and that life isn’t fair and that it fucking sucks but I still want to give it one last try. I want to give life one last try before I end this fucking sob story. Now, you’ll want to says shit like “it gets better” or “you’ll find someone”, but here’s the thing: A) no, it doesn’t. Not for me. I will have to suffer years of surgeries just to be able to move and function, then it’s more years to look not as hideous, so no it doesn’t get better. B) I won’t find someone because no man,even a great guy that doesn’t give a shit about looks, will want me, I’m too fucked up. I’m a fucking mess and the more time passes the closer I get to insanity. So please, try to understand my POV before you hate on me or start giving me some optimistic bullshit, alright.

Oh and have I failed to mention that my parents did a shitty job?

[heartlandians]

Do you prefer the older or newer seasons?

I’m a nostalgic person, so I really like the earlier seasons. Not that the newer ones are bad, but I’ve spent so many years with those older episodes that they’ve become important to me. I don’t have that bond with the new ones yet.

[poeticpines]

HELLO ^-^

If we kissed:

[x] This wouldn’t happen.

[] Oh disgusting.

[] Again, again.

[] Kiss you back.

[] Let’s take this to the bedroom.

[] Slap/Push you away.

[] Be confused

If you asked me out I’d say:

[x] Um no.

[] I’m taken-

[] Sure.

[] HOLY ASDFGHJK YESSSSS.

Can we cuddle?:

[] No.

[] Ew.

[] Sure.

[] YES.

[x] maybe

Sex?:

[] Let’s do it.

[] No. You can’t handle my d.

[] FUCK YES.

[x] No.

Should you reblog this?:

[] Yes. I want to send you one.

[x] Yes.

[] No.