#suaudisruption

[declineofmysanity]

i swear im not dead i swear im not dead i swear im not dead i sw—

hi here’s a doodle of the boy, i know ive been taking a good hot sec to actually post content for yall hOweVer im hoping to start posting some stuff again soon since im on break now for this week—! again, so sorry for the long break, but— yeah heres a boi as an apology okay have a great day

[coranon]

This is some fanart for @declineofmysanity​‘s @suaudisruption​ au. It’s a really great idea and I can’t wait to see what they do with it! I wrote a little drabble to go with the image. 

It was so late. Night was the worst. He was so tired, but he couldn’t sleep. The tea didn’t do a thing to help. Nothing quieted the voice. It was always louder when there wasn’t anything else to distract him.

He fought the yelling voice with furious whispers.

“They’re dangerous. They will hurt you. It’s only a matter of time.”

“No! You’re wrong! They’re my family. They would never hurt me.”

Tears streamed down his cheeks as he huddled trying to block it out. His arms wrapped around his head in a futile attempt to silence his other half.

“It doesn’t matter if they don’t mean to, they will. It always happens. It always will. Don’t you care what happens to us?”

“I do care! I care about them! They care about me. They would never do that!”

“But they have. You know-“

“That wasn’t them!”

“Does it matter if they were in control? They were the ones doing everything. We wouldn’t have been hurt without the need to solve their problems. To solve her problems.”

“They never wanted me to solve this! I took it on myself!”

“YOU’RE LYING!”

Sudden stunned silence after both screamed the same line.