So I know you usually write smut and stuff, and that this won't be very popular on your blog, but I was wondering if for the drabble requests you could write some angsty Heechul something? Idk, like maybe realizing he has feelings for the reader when he shouldn't? Just... not smut if you can help it (or at least, it only leading into smut)
Hopefully people actually read this since it isn't explicit smut :((
Warnings: ...n-none..?
He kisses like he's drowning, like he may never get to kiss you again - there's a level of frantic desperation there, some sort of want or need to consume you, or to be consumed.
He did everything hedonistically, but when it came to this actual hedonistic act he was more wrecked worship, praying at your altar and loving religiously.
Or fearfully.
"Heechul -" It's a gasp, mostly because he hasn't stopped kissing you long enough for you to breathe. "I'm not going anywhere, calm down. We have all the time in the world."
He looks anything but calm, pupils blown and hair disheveled, fists curling into the covers of his stupidly perfectly made bed, matching the rest of his stupidly perfect house. There's something almost gratifying about seeing him at the center of it all, a complete mess surrounded by sterile perfection.
"It's not that, it's just.." He's breathing heavily too, but you know that even after he gets his breath back he won't be finishing that sentence. He never does.
And maybe you're mean, for knowing exactly what it is that plagues him without bringing it up. But you feel you deserve this small level of power - Heechul was never the one to pursue anyone, and he had started this with you with the strict guidelines that it was just for fun.
He had trapped himself behind rules that he no longer wanted to follow, had fallen in love too hard and too fast - you are in his heart and if he loses you it will rip away a piece of him. His lonely heartbeat pulses in your veins, he can feel it when he kisses at your neck.
If he makes a move to make this anything more than "just for fun" he may lose you, love is not fleeting and you will be carved into his heart until he dies.
Your gaze is heavy on him but he tries to shrug it off, smiles in a carefree way that feels fake and plastic on his face as he leans in close to your lips again, releasing his covers from the death-grip he had them in just so he can bracket you in between his arms.
He knew he'd be on his back in less than a minute, your teeth at his throat and your fingers inside him.
"I just want to hurry up and have some fun." He breathes the lie into the air you're breathing, wicked smiles and swallowed confessions, ignorant that you already knew what he wouldn't say.
(Not a request, just me sharing my thoughts c:) Actor au with Yesung from Super Junior where he has to start the kissing scene and you do that scene at your manner, dominating the kiss.. eventually after this scene he starts feeling hot and needing more :) - 🍮 anon
Omg yes!
He'd look all cute and flustered, trying to avoid you so you wouldn't see his problem. You would obviously find out about it, smirking at him him from across the room whenever you made eye contact and teasingly brushing your hand over his thigh or lower back until he finally just breaks down and shyly tells you what he wants 🤤 Then you lead him away from everyone else and take him in a broom closet where he has to desperately try to keep quiet so no one hears you ruining him 👀
This got longer than I thought it would lol. Yesung makes me feral istg
ALSOALSOALSO what you said before about Donghae crying? YES. Especially with praise/degradation, like, no matter if you're praising or degrading him (which I would only do if he asked me because I just want to praise this bby :c) he'd still cry. Or if you're pegging him and you hit THAT spot, he would start crying because he just feels so good :(((. I don't think this will be my last ask about SUJU here so you'll just have to bare with me I'M SORRY djwkshwk.
YES!! Honsetly, I think I have a kink for boys crying (I forgot what the name of that was) but YES! Praising this boy so much he cries would be the best thing ever! Like, your just telling him how pretty he is and how much of a good boy he is for you (because Donghae is the best boy 😔) while you're pegging him and it's just so much and he'll just burst into tears, crying about how well you fuck him once you finally find and start abusing his prostate and if you kiss away his tears he only starts to cry more because he just feels so loved 🥺🥺
Also, the undoubtedly best part,- after sex CUDDLES!! Bby boy would just curl into you, gripping at your hips so he can just feel you next to him! Even if it wasn't after sex he would need to cuddle you in order to sleep or if one of your were away for awhile he would wear one one of your hoodies so he can still feel your warmth around him 💘💜💞♥️
You can send ALL the asks about these boys! Since I read so little about them I don't really have many people to talk with about this so this is really nice
Also, Donghae in panties? I'm deceased. Imagine coming home and finding him in your bedroom wearing your panties, baby would feel so embarrassed but so horny 😭 (I've never been so involved in asks but like- my boys deserve attention)
I- Omfg he'd look so pretty though!! 😭 I could totally see him wearing some white or pink panties to seem more innocent cus he's such a sweet little bby boy 🥺 He'd just want to try them on because he liked seeing you wear them but when he sees the dark look in your eyes as you see how the panties would barely cover his cock he would be so embarrassed and you'd just shower him with praise (you better shower him with all the praise b/c he loves and deserves it 😤) as you just make him feel so good (and it really wouldn't take much because bby is so sensitive)
Our boys deserve the world, I like talking about them like this so it's alright! 😊
OMG WAIT Leeteuk wearing lingerie any day of the week, and not telling you. Like, you're just grocery shopping together so he bends down to grab something and you catch a gimpse of the lacy panties he's wearing, and he just smiles at you like nothing happened BUT HE KNOWS YOU SAW IT JWJWKkdhskd I'm dying.
HSJSVHSKABS This ruined me! 🥵🥵
And then after he knew that you saw it he would over exaggerate how much he would need to stretch to grab something so you would keep getting riled up and he could just test your limits; hell you might not even make it home and you would make him ruin the pretty panties he'd be wearing in a nearby bathroom. He'd also try and fail to cover up the noises he'd make (because bby boy is loud af) but the possibility of people outside hearing him would only turn him on even more (because he'd lowkey be an exhibitionist 👀)
I got so excited when you mentioned Yesung and his eyes (they're so pretty omg), like you said, there's barely any sub!suju content here, and It's so frustrating I MEAN LOOK AT THEM I kinda get why people see them as doms, but baby you're just blind if you're not seeing the sub potential here kshwjd. Also, there's not even normal suju content, idk I find it hard to find suju drabbles and imagines, but yeah, I'm honestly super glad you write for them
The sub potential in this group is amazing, I don't understand why more people don't see it :( (I'm only going to give 2 examples because if I do all of them, this would be very long 😅)
Example A: Yesung (who we've already talked about)
Example B: Donghae who is an absolute baby!! He's always smiling and giggling and he's so sensitive so I was honestly expecting to see more sub!Donghae than anything
But yeah, I have been on countless fanfic websites and stuff and I can't really find any suju anything :((
YESSSJSHWJD Honestly I feel like Leeteuk would be naturally loud in bed, but if you're in public you bet he's going to be 10 times louder, I mean, he really is an attention seeker 👀
Ikr, my friend is getting into Super Junior and now she just knows him as the attention seeker lmao. Like whenever she forgets his name I just call him the attention whore and she knows who I'm talking about 😂
