Being here is such.. such a conflicting experience.
On one hand, I'm not rotting alive anymore!!! I absolutely adore not being in constant pain anymore, I love being able to eat hard foods, I love not having to sleep with an iv bag, I love being able to be in public without wearing my gamma suit, I love having full mobility in my right arm back, I love not leaking deathly toxic gas from my gaping rot wounds, I could go on and on...
But, on the other hand, all my glory, my stature, my knowledge, my inventions, my experiments, my test subjects, my laboratory, my home, my work, my life... everything is gone now. My biografts, my marvellous biografts, I only have two of them left with me!!!
I miss Blackrock so much, I feel awful for having just abandoned my post and my duties as the head of Tripmine Robotics and head of the Robotics Division as a whole. I feel so useless and pathetic in this body. Yet oh my sfoth it's so nice to move without hurting, it's so nice to taste, it's so nice having depth perception. You take for granted so many little things until you lose them for years.
Conclusion: I hate this body yet I love it. It's confusing.