「✦Subspace T. Mine✦」

Subspace T. Mine Fictive Blog Bodily 18 - She/He/It Double Friendly - Blocks Freely

[doctor-tripmine]

WELCOME!!!

✦ Intro - Main is @angxls-grave

✦ Subspace fictive - Double friendly

✦ Agender - She/He/It

✦ OSDD-1b - Autistic

✦ Bodily 18 - Mentally 30

✦ Omnisexual - Aromantic

Posting about literally whatever I want to post about! If you see something you don't like, I don't care, you can easily just block me!!!

Asks open for pretty much anything, even the occasional art request!

Blocks freely if I don't like something you post about or you in general

TAGS!

#doctor's notes - text posts

#doctor's report - reblogs

#doctor's rot - vent posts

#patient call-in - asks

Okaaaay! Bye

[meshugenist]

[tj99er]

Why are you doing that? What the fuck is wrong with you??

[maidthings]

it's uncanny how easy it is

[doctor-tripmine]

Being here is such.. such a conflicting experience.

On one hand, I'm not rotting alive anymore!!! I absolutely adore not being in constant pain anymore, I love being able to eat hard foods, I love not having to sleep with an iv bag, I love being able to be in public without wearing my gamma suit, I love having full mobility in my right arm back, I love not leaking deathly toxic gas from my gaping rot wounds, I could go on and on...

But, on the other hand, all my glory, my stature, my knowledge, my inventions, my experiments, my test subjects, my laboratory, my home, my work, my life... everything is gone now. My biografts, my marvellous biografts, I only have two of them left with me!!!

I miss Blackrock so much, I feel awful for having just abandoned my post and my duties as the head of Tripmine Robotics and head of the Robotics Division as a whole. I feel so useless and pathetic in this body. Yet oh my sfoth it's so nice to move without hurting, it's so nice to taste, it's so nice having depth perception. You take for granted so many little things until you lose them for years.

Conclusion: I hate this body yet I love it. It's confusing.

[doctor-tripmine]

I wish we had clothing to show off my continued loyalty to Blackrock even in this new body. UGH every day I miss my past more and more

[doctor-tripmine]

COMPUTER SCIENCE CLASS OH YEAHHH

[doctor-tripmine]

Me when I can eat food without it falling out of the fucking hole in my mouth :D

[doctor-tripmine]

I'M FUCKIN BACK BABY!! Whoo-ey I hate sitting around doing nothing in headspace. Okay I did stuff I GUESS but fronting is so much better!

ALSO NEW TAGS

#doctor's notes - text posts

#doctor's analysis - reblogs

#doctor's rot - vent posts

#patient call-in - asks

[soopsop]

Bro showed the slightest hint of interest in her hyperfixation and now she wont let him go

[severalcomic]

stereotypes of anger

[doctor-tripmine]

Ugh... feeling morals and empathy is offputting and weird.

[disabirbity]

Maybe this only applies to me but I made the meme anyway and now it's free.

[2co1nz]

Ugh.. I wish I could just, seperate myself from this body and live with Arti. Nothing stopping us, no other headmates or anything like that, just us.. I hate having to wait my turn to do things, I hate this being a stupid, turn based game. That's how being a system feels, "Everyone gets a turn!" I don't want that, it's so dumb.. I just want to have my autonomy back, being a system is so isolating and restricting... I just want to be myself.. not this stupid smooth vessel, I want my fur back.. my tail, my ears.. I want to be normal again.. not this thing.

Being a fictive is a curse, not one I want to bear.. I just wish I could have my body, my life, my loved ones back.. I don't want to do what some others do by "disconnecting". That was my life.

I am my source, I am myself, I am not this body, I am not this vessel or whatever you want to call it.. I am me

I want to be me again.. I had so many dreams, so much hope and expectations... I was happy being myself... I want to be myself again.. please...

I don't want to keep sitting in the background, bored, waiting for my turn.. I want my life back..

[doctor-tripmine]

This town suuucks it would be so much more glorious under Blackrock's reign!!!

[doctor-tripmine]

Sfoth I want Tomodachi Life so badly fuck I hate being broke. But I also want the Subspace plushie and also my Roblox avatar fuck meeeeeeeeeeee :(

[doctor-tripmine]

TW vent.

I hate this feeling. Why am I feeling this way. I'm the greatest, I shouldn't be feeling envy. Fuck you. Fuck you for making me feel this way. Why are you able to make me feel this way, I hate you. Stop. Please.

[arolexion]

oh my godddddddddd coworkers

[silliusstan]

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