#such panic

[wizardgrey]

current mood:

[rubenesque-as-fuck]

I got almost $40 in tips at work and that should mean that I had a good night, right? You would think. But some angry dude apparently left his wallet in the lobby, called about it like 20 minutes later to have me find it, and then when he finally came to pick it up he claimed it was missing money and tried to get me to let him into the back to look at the cameras, while also insinuating that I took it. Had to explain to him that I don't even have the ability to access the recorded archives, only the manager does, and that he couldn't come into the restricted back area anyway. At his demand I had to call my manager, they argued over the phone, then he threatened to call the cops, then he just stalked around the lobby freaking out everyone else who came through until closing, which was over an hour. My anxiety was (and still is) going through the roof. Several of my regular customers, bless them, offered to stick around until closing to keep an eye on the situation when they saw how frazzled I was but I assured them it was ok.

He is apparently coming in first thing in the morning with cops in tow to have my boss check the tapes, and over-worrier that I am, I'm wondering if I did anything that could even slightly make it look like I took anything. I had to interact with the drawer his wallet was in several times before he came and got it. Once to check an ID someone called about. Once to grab some gum from a pack I had left in there, and once to grab that gum pack and stick it in my purse in the back so I wouldn't forget it (that's what I worry about the most, I certainly wouldn't have even touched my purse if I thought this was going to happen.) If I get accused of anything I am going to lose my shit! Might be having a small panic attack already.

[theinternethasruinedmee-blog]

I AM MUCH UPSET BECAUSE I AM A POOR HUMAN THAT CAN’T WATCH THE TATINOF MOVIES!!! SOMEONE HELP ME!!

[faggotisaacfloofs]

Any good thoughts/encouragement/reassurance/good energies / whatever sent my way would be greatly appreciated So many panicks. So many stress and worry

[inakanotori]

omg, I thought I have weird research topic for my NaNoWriMo novel then I checked NaNo Forum

...better return to writing .-.

[faggotisaacfloofs]

*screams forever*

[seaquell]

already holding back tears haha this should be funnnn