#suckmas

[thotiana-odinson]

I'm now convinced that I am the antichrist based on the fact that I started my period on the past 2 major holidays

[ethernet-connection]

I am so corrupted

so i was sitting on the couch watching the carols y candlelight and my dad is saying shit and all of a sudden he says suckmas. my mind instantly thinks of the very wrong thing. i am so corrupted.

[ricardocross-blog]

Home for (suck)mas..

I feel it's complicated to be around my parents and act like nothings wrong. It's so fake.

They expect me to act like everything is back to normal and sit there at the dinner table and smile. Then we'll sit around the Christmas tree and open presents and pretend that life is perfect. Maybe I'm just over thinking things, but I just can't pretend like everything is perfect. Like it was before.

Things were much easier before. Everything was as it was supposed to be. Things were as they should be and we were happy.

This is going to be the hardest Christmas of them all.

I hate this.