#suicical

[keytothevillage]

my mom is fucking dead and i have a rare degenerative genetic disease that i have to take incredibly expensive medication to manage forever and i have severe mental health issues that result in unending and unmanagable self harm habits and increasingly worsening addictions and my beloved cat is dying of cancer and i cant afford treatment for her and my coworkers hate me for my lack of ability to contribute to my job and have put me on a performance improvement plan so i feel surveilled at work constantly and i have been rejected from every graduate program i applied for and im single and havent been fucked in months

[justletmejumpalready]

Have you ever made decisions that are so detrimental to your existence you don't know if you have the right to be alive anymore?

That's where I'm at.

[justgottagetthin]

I feel su1c1dal right now

[the-no-longer-human]

Nincs annál rettenetesebb ezen világon, mint amikor egy ember már csak roncsa önmagának

[justletmejumpalready]

No one will ever read this.

But that's chill with me.

I'm in the darkest place one could ever be.

One where monsters crawl, and heartbreak lurks.

People hate you, and all your quirks.

Thoughts of death loom on a loop.

As you stand outside the group.

I'm alone. With my mistakes.

Pain gives, happiness takes.

Left with my hauntings until I die.

I just curl up, and cry, cry, cry.

[suicidehotsworld]