#suicidesurviver

[redwaterhorse]

Self-Care Package

Self-Care Package

I need to tea arrange my day.

As if I’m grounding myself in the morning and blossoming through the day.

Maybe I’m get a lotus tattoo as a reminder…

Make it a rainbow 🌈

[candidamorris]

Crying is so important; it helps us to cope with all the feelings we have no way of processing otherwise. Just because you cry alone does not mean you are alone. We must each of us address our feelings, good, bad, crushing, etc. Even happy events can overwhelm us; crying is healthy. I will face this life with eyes that sparkle from the tears they shed. I love endlessly; I hurt endlessly, yet I know whom I trust, He is with us always. Ka'tiauna's mom #forever14 6-22-21 #katiauna #sayiloveyou #lifeisfragile #suicidesurviver https://www.instagram.com/p/CZ-TjLNvhAD/?utm_medium=tumblr

[candidamorris]

Ka'tiauna, you have always been part of me; you will always be part of me. In the silence of my cries, in the hidden screams of my heart, you are with me. As your mother, I will carry you into all the tomorrow of this life. Till we meet again. #katiauna #sayiloveyou #forever14 #suicidesurviver #lifeisfragile #bendnotbreak #bendnotbreaktour https://www.instagram.com/p/CYLwf-prJDH/?utm_medium=tumblr

[candidamorris]

6 months 26 weeks 182 days A lifetime to go, eternity is waiting. ⏳️ Seconds tick by as the minutes, hours, days, weeks, and now months drown me in a sea of shattered dreams.  This fractured reality has given birth to a me I never thought possible, she has faced pain, anguish, loss, anger, grief, and taught me about love, patience, hope, forgiveness, gentleness, faith and longsuffering.  Most days slip by in silence while I scream in my mind.  Some days, the fog is so thick that my heart is lost to me.  All of the days since have been filled with love for you.  https://youtu.be/l31xRa0CDlo ~Hilary Weeks "This Isn't Goodbye" I wasn′t ready to let you go But heaven was calling Calling you home The distance between us is deep as the sky But I still feel you close In the quiet moments when I'm alone When the tears won′t stop and it hurts to the bone You'll be right here in my heart When my heart is in pieces and I can't catch my breath I still know This isn't goodbye I will see you again It feels like it might be But it isn′t the end, not the end You′ll be right here in my heart Everyday of my life This isn't goodbye This isn′t goodbye When I close my eyes I see your face It's just one of those things that time couldn′t erase You'll be in my dreams and you′ll be on my mind 'Till that glorious day This isn't goodbye I will see you again It feels like it might be But it isn′t the end, not the end You′ll be right here in my heart Everyday of my life This isn't goodbye This isn′t goodbye This is 'see you soon I can′t wait for the day We'll make up for the moments we were away′ And it will feel almost like we were never apart Cause after this life I know I'll be right where you are This isn't goodbye I will see you again It feels like it might be But it isn′t the end, not the end You′ll be right here in my heart Everyday of my life This isn't goodbye This isn′t goodbye Ooh You'll be right here in my heart Mmm. everyday of my life This isn′t goodbye This isn't goodbye #katiauna #sayiloveyou #forever14 #suicidesurviver #lifeisfragile #brokenheart #Jesustakethewheel #familiesareeternal #love #thisisnotgoodbye https://www.instagram.com/p/CXyV3FZlShl/?utm_medium=tumblr

[candidamorris]

Suicide is NOT selfish "When a person dies by suicide, they leave behind an enormous amount of pain for their loved ones. As a result, many people believe the deceased acted selfishly, without consideration for the effects on others. However, this belief is one of the most harmful myths about suicide." https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/think-act-be/202003/is-suicide-really-selfish-act #katiauna #forever14 #sayiloveyou #lifeisfragile #suicidesurviver #familiesareforever https://www.instagram.com/p/CXu0BbGLs3v/?utm_medium=tumblr

[candidamorris]

For Ka'tiauna's 15th birthday and 1st Heavenly birthday, help me honor her by donating before the 31st. Use the hashtags #katiauna #givethegiftoflife #suicidesurviver #forever14 If I only knew this was the last birthday dinner we would have with you 💔 #bendnotbreak #sayiloveyou #lifeisfragile https://www.instagram.com/p/CVLqJ6KhSOG/?utm_medium=tumblr

[candidamorris]

One day we will be reunited, until then this ache, this pain, this longing will remind us that we have an eternal goal. Ka'tiauna we hold you in our heart, your are so loved. ❤🌻 #suicidesurviver #katiauna #sayiloveyou #lifeisfragile #brokenheart #Jesustakethewheel #forever14 https://www.instagram.com/p/CS1orVsHjGc/?utm_medium=tumblr

[candidamorris]

You may not be here for us to hold, but you will be on our minds, in our hearts, with us into eternity. ❤🌻 This new normal is not what we wanted but we are doing our best, and we are strengthened through the knowledge that this is not the end. #suicidesurviver #katiauna #sayiloveyou #lifeisfragile #brokenheart #forever14 #familiesareforever https://www.instagram.com/p/CSkFlptHdTx/?utm_medium=tumblr