English translation and romanization below the cut.
ENGLISH
The stuffed animals on my bed. I grab their dirty little hands.
We got on our bicycles
but crouched halfway down the familiar hilly path.
A summer day no one knows about,
sunshine melting away our dreams.
It’s chilling how quiet the hallway is. Still have that memory?
No one believes in us but we chase after it anyway,
even though it won’t ever happen. It’s exhausting.
Why am I being so nice? I keep hurting you because I haven’t forgotten.
The color blue, my sheets are ruined. From her filth and vomit.
How many times do I need to lose something to realize that?
I watched the blood flow.
The cups and knives have a secret:
how lonely it is on the other side of the hotel curtains
It doesn’t mean anything that there are two keys, white days,
I’ve destroyed everything, over that voice I heard on the phone.
Your kindness, your raincoat.
There was no rain in my room, just an overwhelming sadness.
Goodbye to the bed in it.
ROMAJI
beddo no ue no nuigurumi. yogoreta chiisana tenohira nigitte.
jitensha ni notte bokura wa,
natsukashii sakamichi no tochuu uzukumatta mama.
daremo shiranai natsu no hi, hizashi ga yume wo tokashite’ku.
rouka no shizukesa tsumetai. mada ima, sono omoide?
daremo shinjirenai mama de, kanawanai noni oikakeru no. tsukarete.
naze yasashiku shite shimau no?
ano koto wasurenaide mata kizutsukete yuku.
ao-iro, shi-tsu kuzureta. shoujo no yogore to hakike to.
nando ushinaeba kidzuku no? nagareta chi wo mite ita.
koppu to naifu no himitsu wa, hoteru no ka-ten no ura no sabishisa.
futatsu no kagi no imi wa naku, shiroi hi,
subete wo kowashita, denwa no koe ni.
yasashisa ya reinko-to.
ame mo nai heya no naka de kanashimi dake afuredashita.
hitotsu no beddo sayonara.
