#summer rants

[crowsontheloose]

Things I've noticed reviewing Kinger's code scripts:

He didn't delete Caine, something fighting him did

That thing seems to be called "torment_injection"

It swears

It's difficult to tell but it seems it somehow altered it's own permissions and deleted Caine itself

It was able to actively ignore Kinger's admin privileges

It knew Kinger's real name but it got censored

My bet is on Bubble, they seem tormentful enough

I'm not sure whether Bubble is the other AI or not, tho

I believe they are as they apparently share the same file type as Caine, ".lisp" but the pookie said they may be a program created by the other AI to torment Caine

Feel free to add anything I missed on

[buddiexnaley]

People need to stop being so rough with Eddie Diaz—unless it’s in the bedroom and consensual! I mean seriously—fight club, being pulled by the arm he was just shot in, being dragged out of a pancaked RV with broken ribs, spraining his ankle in a not-so-friendly game of basketball, assaulted by a religious fanatic, and now jumping out a window with a busted arm and traipsing all over NM after his fucking car flipping over! Someone (Buck) be gentle with my boy

I’m not really angry (except maybe about the basketball incident when I think too hard about it lmao)—but I wouldn’t hate if Buck chastised Athena, Maddie, and Chim just once for being so cavalier about letting Eddie leave the hospital without a word of concern. The more I think about it, Athena’s “this isn’t about you” does piss me off because it was hella unnecessary and false. Eddie was giving literally no indication that he was making this about himself! The three of them absolutely knew that there was no way Eddie was gonna think about himself in this situation, and they took full advantage of it. (Not to mention one Mrs. Maddie Han knows exactly how this man feels about her brother)

Rant over. My new plan is just to write to my hearts content between these final episodes, because my nervous system is jacked up and I can’t sleep

[sleepysnk]

there’s some things i really wanted to talk about especially regarding my account and tumblr as a whole, so i decided to finally make this post as a way to sort of vent out my feelings on some things.

i’m not gonna lie, tumblr has become a very different place from what it was. i started creating content 3 years ago and it’s gone through so many changes (much expected). however, i don’t think tumblr has really changed for the better, especially when it comes to content creators. this used to be a really safe space for me to come on and create works for fandoms that i enjoyed, but recently, that safe space hasn’t felt, well, safe anymore. there is constant discourse everywhere on this platform and i’ve found that many people here are just extremely bitter? it’s almost like it’s become a mean girl center and it makes it difficult to interact with others.

obviously, this doesn’t go for everyone. i’m not trying to come at people specifically or cause issues, but i have seen my fair share of problems with people on here and some of it is just completely ridiculous.

next, i’d like to discuss the elephant in the room and that’s the lack of interaction/support to writers. it is just mind blowing to me that we as creators have to BEG our followers to reblog or even send us asks. obviously, some people are new to tumblr and don’t understand it’s algorithm, but there are people on here who just simply chose not to reblog for some reason?? it’s not only discouraging, but it puts less confidence in writers and then we aren’t motivated to create content. i’ve said this before, but there is no reason why a 2k note fic should have only 100 or so reblogs. likes mean nothing on this platform. it’s not Twitter. i genuinely have gotten so tired of repeating myself that i don’t even say it anymore because i know it won’t be acknowledged.

i understand people have lives, i do too, but it isn’t hard to send an ask to a writer about literally anything. i think the last time i had an anon ask was weeks ago and i genuinely get disappointed when i ask for interactions just to receive nothing? no one is obligated to speak with me or send me asks by any means, but a little “hey! how are you?” goes a long way. i probably sound ridiculous, but it’s just how i feel about the matter.

another thing that bothers me is when a writer doesn’t write smut or suggestive content, they hardly get any interaction. i’ve seen it myself before and i’m not sure why people just ignore greatly written fics?? i understand that smut is the main appeal. trust me, i 100% get it, but fluff writers hardly get any attention and some of the best fics i’ve read weren’t even smut related. i’m not saying every person here has to read fluff or angst fics by any means, but it makes me sad that people write these fics to hardly get any interaction because it isn’t smut content. the least y’all can do is reblog it.

to discuss my account, i honestly don’t really feel the most happy here. i don’t have as much motivation as i used to and i have contemplated removing my account, but i have some great fics i’d rather not have be deleted. i might start a new account for a fresh start, but i’m still not 100% on it.

and if you read this till the end, thank you! i probably sound like a whiny baby but i just wanted to express some of my feelings because it’s been weighing on me a lot recently.

[summeryseaserpent]

Actually, I wanna rant. Putting under readmore so you can avoid me self reflecting on past negative stuff involving askblog and comics

I'm kind of considering making another ask blog because I'm honestly despite everything it was fun. I liked answering questions and coming up with little stories.

It was just I was too much of a people pleaser, and the work load got so heavy. It destroyed my mind and body. Literally, I had to get physical therapy after the ghs askblog because I ended up damaging a nerve in my neck. I worked so much that an anon checked up on me once because I didn't post 5 times that week. I don't think I ever said it but part of the reason I quit the ghs blog was because I had a death in my family. Now I didn't announce it on the blog because that's personal but I was still drawing during that time.

(Only people who followed the blog will understand this next part.) I finally drew Judgment Boy answering a question, I avoided it because if I drew a character I didn't draw often the comic would take longer so I focused on easy characters. The same exact hour I posted Judgement Boy answering the question, someone sent in a question asking where the "memory post" was. (Memory posts was my character unlocking a memory involving another character. Which were very long comics.)

Now, as I said, this person didn't know my situation. I never said my situation. Something broke that day and I was just full of hate towards the blog itself. I did the Judgement Boy memory post out of spite, and ironically, it was about a funeral. So uhhh your girl was really feeling it. Except I didn't even need too? I did that to myself??? For no reason??????????????

So I guess that's my fear of starting another one because I don't know if I would handle it better this time. Kinda hoping I would just be so jaded from last time that I wouldn't care at all.

Maybe. Maybe? Maybe. I don't know.

[marvelsswansong]

I genuinely cannot put into words how slept on "how many things" is from the emails i can't send album. It's an excellent execution of the painful concept of having mundane/common things 'ruined' once someone is out of your life, of having ways to find them everywhere because when you fall in love your entire world revolves around that person and you attach so many memories - their laughter, their dislikes, their passive comments - to even boring items like forks.

The prechorus talks about how even though she's resisting thinking about him with all her might, she's unsuccessful - it's a habit, an instinct at this point. This somber realization leads to the chorus where she's woefully wondering if he even thinks about her half as much.

Like she can't even look at a fork without thinking about how he used a fork once in front of her, but she's afraid that she's not even a second thought for him. She doesn't know how many things he thinks about before he even settles on her, if he ever even pauses to think of her mid-action.

She knows she's been falling down his priorities, that her love is now being tolerated and passed over, but she can't stop making excuses for him. She's still hurt, still confused, heart and mind reeling from how he left suddenly and is now back for sympathy, but she still can't find it in herself to stop thinking about him and seeing pieces of him everywhere.

That aching, lingering, shadow of pain where you're torturing yourself over someone who left you because they didn't love you as much as you loved them, and you hate them for hurting you but at this point it's become instinctual to consider them and find traces of them everywhere,,,, and the haunting thoughts that immediately follow of if they even think of you as much as you do....

BREATHTAKING. STUNNING. MISS SABRINA ATE AND IM SICK OF PEOPLE NOT SCREAMING ABOUT THIS SONG MORE.

[fangirlandtheories]

Welcome back, on this episode of "My parents have been home less than an hour and have talked about my sister at least 5 times at this point" we'll be focusing on the effects of being the least favorite child. For reference, my older brother has been discussed twice. They didn't even ask how my day was.

[when-wax-wings-melt]

My teacher just spent... wtf 30 MINUTES OF CLASS TIME ranting about how we suck at spanish because we don’t have “passion” and we need to “break out of the American mindset” and remember that we’re smart

He’s talking about how grades correlate with effort now.

Maybe the reason we suck at Spanish is because he’s taking attendance 30 minutes in.

(also he deadnamed this one student, corrected himself, and then promptly deadnamed them again. he’s usually good about that. it’s his one good point. wtf)

[srainebuggie]

To all the media and ‘news’ outlets  who claimed Sprousehart were broken up less than a week ago for clickbait, stay away from covering stories about their V-day posts. You assholes don’t deserve to talk about their love.