#summerendeavour

[scribesupremo]

The 3rd Mirage of My Beating Heart

Do you want me to be happy elsewhere?

Do you want me to be happy in my own grounds?

No comforts needed to be taken down?

Yes, I see it now.

It is just an illusion because I have been looking for more.

I wanted more, and it is a dead end down there.

I tried to ask,

But your ears were closed.

I tried to go farther,

But you are still so much farther than where I am.

So much farther,

I think you won’t be able to go down.

But I liked every minute, 

And I had amazing thoughts about it,

But then- 

Nothing is changing.

And there’s only one thing I’m sure of-

I don’t want to be falling for all the wrong reasons.