Thinking about how Sushang's mother writes to her about how she should avoid fleeting fame and fortune, as it means nothing to those who are immortal, while Guinaifen makes a living off her fame as a streamer and street preformer, creating a legacy that will be her own immortality.
Thinking of how Sushang's mom disapproved of her relationship with Guinaifen and called her "expedient, soft, and flattering" to dissuade Sushang, when Guinaifen has endured horrific hardship and disapproved of her brothers being pirates to support them, because she didn't want to hurt people for her own survival.
Thinking about how Sushang clings to Guinaifen anyways, because Guinaifen will be gone one day and she would rather grieve losing her than regret never knowing her at all.










