Mar 13, 2025
And now I am sitting here, in my apartment, eating food I cooked myself, with my pets, watching my series. I've socialised, I've had time for myself, I did my chores, I showered.
So why, for fucks sake, am I not happy??
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And now I am sitting here, in my apartment, eating food I cooked myself, with my pets, watching my series. I've socialised, I've had time for myself, I did my chores, I showered.
So why, for fucks sake, am I not happy??
Personally, the worst part about knowing that I have ADHD is being so painfully aware that I not only should but also want to do quite a few things with my time and I just...don't. Instead I spend way too much time procrastinating or on my phone and I am really struggling with FOMO lately. I don't want to look back and be sad that all I did was stare into a stupid screen when life just passed me by. I am seriously considering getting a dumb phone.
It's hard to feel alive if you refuse to take part in life.
Memories
It has only been 4 days since we posted a track from the past. Here we go with another! Have fun listening to this dance classic!