@sunhalf said: "why are you so rude to me?" can you imagine aika talking to any of these people. well i'm asking you to
Four stiffens. She's not really aware of the fact she's being rude--but Four is Four and she has two ways of doing things. She's either silly and goofy, a girl taking what little bouts of freedom she's permitted, or she's the weapon who razes cities with her mobile suit and the Newtype abilities planted within her. Right now she thinks she's being Four-the-girl but maybe she's being bad at it? She frowns and chews on the inside of her cheek.
"I'm jealous," she says suddenly and decisively and at that moment the nature of the feeling is made known to her. Aika is very pretty and has a lot of things Four wants: cute clothes, cute makeup, the ability to simply be a cute girl. All Four gets is her mass of shapeless robe over the red jumpsuit she wears and a single tube of lilac lipstick some scientist must've given her shortly after her initial conditioning (she doesn't remember -- but she has it, and she doubts Murasame Labs would have allowed her to have anything from her previous life on her person for fear of reawakening her memories, so that's the only explanation she can come up with).
She blinks at the mess of false lashes on the desk, the shades of rouge, the sparkly eyeshadows. Four picks up a stray brush and throws it at the wall. It falls lifelessly onto the plush plush Barbie-pink floor. "I'm jealous of you, Aika!!" There's a happiness in her voice too, at being able to identify some new-to-her feeling, another small autonomy she's granted. Even though it's such an ugly, ugly feeling.











