Feveruary Day 23—Alternative: Suffering In Silence— Polytryx x sick!mira
Sorry it’s quite short! Hope you enjoy nonetheless 🫶
CW: Mentions of family trauma
Safe With Us
Mira’s never been one to show weakness if any kind. Growing up where any kind of slip was used to shame her for not protecting the “family image”, she learned early on that being sick was something no one else ever needed to know about.
Headache? Tylenol and powering through. Period cramps? They hate to see her coming, you wouldn’t even know her insides are stabbing her. Even a fully blown cold hasn’t knocked her out in the past. She simply felt as though she never had any other options. So she powered through for years.
But now? She’s escaped the harsh remarks and glares from her family. She’s made a name for herself as part of the biggest pop group in the world. She has something she never thought she deserved. Love.
Rumi and Zoey bring a light into her life in a way she never knew she could be a part of. With them she’s found herself happy, freer, and bit by bit parts of her walls and past slowly started crumbling away ever since she first met them.
Which is why when she wakes up one morning with a pounding headache, completely stuffed nose, and what she’s pretty sure is a fever, she scowls into her pillow and pulls the blanket closer around her. At least she’s in her own room right now. Most nights they all sleep together in one of their giant beds, but for whatever reason, last night was different.
She’s been lucky for a while now. For years she’s been able to hide any ailments from the girls. So why should this time be any different?
But now, that luck seems to have fun out, leaving her utterly miserable with what might just be the worst cold she’s ever had. Doesn’t matter though. Her old habits slip back in easier when she’s unwell, and while every new instinct she has is telling her to be honest with her girlfriends, there’s that little voice inside her head telling her they can’t know.
The problem with sporting a rather high fever is, Mira absolutely forgets about the part where if she doesn’t leave her room, her girls notice. And it’s already getting later into the morning.
“Mira never sleeps in.” Zoey murmurs worriedly to Rumi as the two of them stand just outside their girlfriend’s door. Rumi’s lips are tight with concern before she speaks, the wheels in her mind turning at what’s best to do.
“I know, Zo. I’m worried too.” Her hand comes around Zoey’s waist, pulling her closer.
They both look at each other like they don’t know what to do next. This quite literally has never happened, but they don’t stay fazed for long.
“Okay.” Zoey hears the change in Rumi’s tone. The gentle switch from worried to ‘she’s our girl’.
Rumi knocks once, softly, before trying the handle and thankfully finding it unlocked. She pushes it open slowly, soft light from the hallway spilling golden into dark bedroom. “Mira? Aein? Are you okay?” She calls quietly into the dark as the two them shuffle in. Behind them, Derpy slips in and silently pads to the bed, staring at the Mira-sized lump under the blankets.
A small groan coming in response makes both the other girl’s hearts sink in deep concern. Quickly but calmly, they both make their way across the room. Already sensing what’s going on, Rumi uses her powers to light the space just enough to get a better view of Mira while being dim enough not to bother her. She sits gently on one side of the bed while Zoey climbs onto the other.
“R-Rumi?” Mira rasps, blinking at the almost dream like lighting coming from her girlfriend’s demon patterns. She knows it all too well, but in her fevered state, she’s not even sure if she’s really there until a cool, familiar hand is reaching out to rest against her forehead.
“Oh, Agi…” Rumi hums and Zoey reaches out too, feeling the sick girl’s flushed cheek. “You’re burning up.”
“Duh…” Is all Mira mumbles, though it’s barely a coherent word. Zoey shifts closer, hand resting on her shoulder as Rumi immediately starts maneuvering Mira so she can hold her against her chest.
“Why didn’t you tell us you were feeling well?” Zoey tucks herself carefully around them both, arm draping over Mira’s waist. She’s quiet for a long moment.
“Didn’t wanna bother…” Is all she gets out before instinctively turning to cough into Rumi’s chest. She feels both sets of arms around her hold a little tighter.
“You are never a bother? You hear us? Never. You’re out girl and we take care of each other. No matter what.” Rumi assures softly but her tone leaves no room for anything but that truth. And Zoey hums in agreement. “We love you, Mira.” A strange feeling swells in Mira’s chest, not from sickness this time, but from love. The realization that she can be loved so deeply and gently finally settles in, raw and beautiful and new.
These girls make her feel it, know it, believe it, in every part of her being that she doesn’t ever have to suffer in silence anymore.
“I…” Mira’s voice cracks with her emotions and she simply turns her face further into Rumi’s soft hoodie.
Rumi soothes a hand down her back as Zoey snuggles in a little closer. “It’s okay, agi, just let us be here with you, yeah?” Rumi’s voice is in the softest, most sincere tone Mira’s ever heard her use. And the two of them simply choosing to be here with her makes her blink back a few sneaky tears that somehow find their way rolling down her cheeks.
“We’ve got you, Mir. You can let go.” Zoey adds just at softly, pressing a warm, lingering kiss to her girlfriend’s feverish cheek. Mira can only nod as the tight feeling in her chest she’s had since she woke up like this finally loosens under the unwavering care of her girlfriends. Even Derpy purrs his agreement from the edge of the bed where he’s curled up by their feet.
Maybe she doesn’t have to be strong anymore, she feels the thought more than thinks it as she starts drifting off, Rumi continues her soothing ministrations on her back and Zoey’s thumb smoothes the last of the crease in her brows. Safe in her girlfriend’s arms, safe with their love, she can finally just…rest.
Translations:
Aein: love/sweetheart
Aegiya/agi: Baby











