I wasn't alone but I felt the motion around me, Just increase I just standing. Am I alone? Or do I just feeltoomuch? But yet I move on to ponder on life how we move, how we remember, how we die. SO MUCH, we may experience the only burden holding us back is us. I left the world I knew yesterday, with a girl who ended up showing me a whole lot; In a glimpse of a few hours I had realized to much. This nostalgic euphoria came over, I ready to cringe and cry..... WHY? WHY? I wasn't sad, I was just overwhelmed! Here we sit on the sand, not caring for the future! Not caring for today! heck, I could have died and no one would have even noticed, vanished off the planet, killed; no one would have even known where I was, what I was, When I was. But nothing seem to matter, Just a view of darkness and a sound of the ocean being pulled in. "EVEN AFTER ALL THE TIMES LAND (SAND) PUSHES IT AWAY; IT ALWAYS COMES BACK TO SHOW HOW MUCH THE WATER CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT THE LAND." Yet here I sit, watching her be herself. Why was it so weird? Because she didn't care! She didn't present herself in a nutshell of a conception! Just didn't care how anyone viewed her, What did she represent? I knew the connections of the souls and cosmos brought me here to see! Not just think, because I had thought, Oh boy my thoughts just consisted upon YOU. Watching the darkness of the world and the ocean, YOU. When I decided to get lost in the world, without no one knowing about me, I thought of YOU. When I took my shoes off, in the sand and laid there, I thought about YOU. WHY? WHY? WHY? Why such a distraught thought, Not you but the thought upon which comes on when you come in to my mind. I LOVED YOU, it made sense. But I feel the intuition taking over, telling me "she doesn't care, why should she mater?" "You are loosing your mind over a obsession, because love acquires upon two souls, Not one transposing energy to them." "I am not good enough." I wish you would tell me.So I had to forget my thought, forget my pain, forget the moment. So I re-spawn, coming into visual sight, see her. Feel her, just fluctuating in happiness! Was I mad? Was I bad? :/ I don't know...... One thing was for sure, the sun was high, in that point in time; Somewhere in the world it was shining high! Made it clear, the world doesn't care much for the shift of our lives, it isn't because they are bad people but simply because they don't know and are fluttered in much more than we may even perceive at times...... In a sense made me feel better about where I stood at the moment; no one knowing where or when or what I was..