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the weeknd are good if you dont already know them :)

yes yes i listen to him, he's great ahah (:

yeah i still go to your blog every day. just to see what's going on in your life, hoping there's a chance you miss me. but you don't at all. i know you'll never read this. maybe you do. i know you blocked me everywhere. you blocked me out of your life. i could call you but i know you would just hang up, and actually i am way too afraid. i don't know if i miss you or the memories we had but i just can't stop crying and i can't forgive myself. i've been stupid, i've been an idiot, i don't even know why. i am so so so sorry. i'm not saying this because i need you in my life right now, i'm saying this because i truly mean it. you're so happy.. as if you're free since you told me we're no longer friends. i remember that one letter where you said "i feel like i'm the little fragile girl who always cries" but it changed, i'm fragile, i cry, and you're happy. we switched the roles, but you're not there for me. but who is, when you're not? no one. i love you more, i always did, i fucking won. i told you i can't live without you, and i can't. i won't. it just depends on how long i can still take it. but i can feel my world falling apart and my heart breaking. i can feel the sadness inside of me. no one is like you and i just search around for people who may treat me as good as you did. but no one does. no one is like you, no one could ever accept me the way you did, even though it was complicated. i'm such a fucking idiot and i hate myself. i just can't believe this is all over. forever. i miss you so much it hurts. as soon as i lay in bed i think about all the mistakes i made and how much i destroyed us. and i feel so guilty and i can't even describe the feeling. sometimes i break down crying, i can barely breathe, i just remember all the times we had and that it's my fault that we lost it. i can't even look at your letters, i'd die from sadness. i seriously feel like that. i feel like dying from sadness. and you? you're all like "life is perfect, i am so happy ♥" i don't mean anything to you anymore. i'm just glad that when i die, you won't know.

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