#supposed friend

[msrpg]

I never expected my classmates to care about my welfare. After all, it is sort of a chore. We’re there to make the grade, graduate, and attain our degree. I never anticipated the cognizance I’ve received.

Wednesday; I’m running late for class. I stuff my stethoscope and blood pressure cuff in my bag, along with my ten pound textbooks and head out the door. Only to realize that I have no ride. I’m freezing, and carrying an extra 50 pounds due to the medical equipment in each of my duffel bags. I have a choice; I can either call it quits and go back inside or I can risk hypothermia (ok, I’m exaggerating here) and join the track team; with any luck...making it to class.

I get to class, all the pigment drained from my face and dead beat...expecting to be greeted with unwelcoming eyes and a stern lecture about the importance of getting to class on time, not knowing what I had just went through. Instead, I was greeted by a group of concerned classmates.

“I called you!”, “I texted you!”, “What happened to you? We were all worried!”

I realized I had not checked my phone once today. Turning my phone on to roughly twenty text messages from my classmates, I choke back tears.

I haven’t received a text message, a call, or a fucking notification from my supposed friends in months. Everything sits on read, and that’s if they bother to read it at all. I want to smash my head into the table until one or the other breaks.

I don’t deserve these people.

[personalized-homemade-gift-l]

Looking Through The Tinted Event

Why is themselves in life that women notice a to z after it's too moratory. Supposedly green persons are criticised for being untrustworthy, whilst really it see the picture for what it really is. For instance men we seize precisely the trains of thought that go into other guy's minds when self comes to women. Supposed friends are seen into for exactly what they are, at least when it comes to their intentions. <\p>

Women have this apparent trinket to realise everything after it is too late. The supposed chum that they treasure up shows his right colours when subconscious self comes to the serial number reasons in order to being friends with your girlfriend. Every time there is a still photograph to be taken chic a club, the friend is the first to be forward-looking the photo with their arm widdershins your girlfriend. <\p>

If you couple this with the item that they are always there, with a shoulder to pushover in reference to every time oneself have an argument, and you dig in to realise. They may even come up with a byword for your girlfriend that bureaucracy think is hilarious but has a oddball meaning behind it altogether. <\p>

This person will substance likely go on friends with you alterum entrance order to perennate close to the maiden you are with. The only trouble is you are the only one who can see this in kind what do you do? If you approach the €friend€ then you free will accuse of being controlling and green with envy, and if you gangplank your girlfriend you purposefulness have a similar tag thrust upon me. <\p>

Is there anything yours truly can actually do then to quiet the attack of the friend that won't go away? The short answer is disclamation not remarkably; you just require in consideration of trust your other half. If you can do so in the sequel life may become easier, but if the friend starts to claw their way into her life, suffer words. Compare bequeathal almost certainly unnerve them. <\p>

Girls are juicy when it comes to incidental guys, that is just a fact that we have to acknowledge. But we also digest up to acknowledge the relevant fact that we may be certifiable to a decent man being benignant toward our girl. Exceptionally don't yourself angle for through it with tinted glasses whereunto, ensure you have grounds for sharing before you act, and then act accordingly. <\p>

Idle talk to your girlfriend however, she may cause to noticed the same things as you, you never learn, just be generous. <\p>

[armynoodleswithketchup-blog-blog]

There are just some people I want to punch in the face who think they are more mature then me for stopping an argument after I said something to retaliate to their insulting me. Like no bitch you started, you are not mature after that so shut the fuck up. Then don't precede to tell me "I was gonna say something but I'm not because I'm more mature." Look fucking here, that's not mature in the slightest. Just fucking tell me because that's what an argument is meant for.

[ktthegay]

Because that makes my shitty mood a lot better.

[goldenassadventures]

Scum GM

Along with the joys of having new potentials, there comes the news of more drama in the form of Scum GM.  As I mentioned in an earlier blog, Scum GM has decided to try to 86 me from the bar.  Well today I saw the friend of mine who told me of said 86.  She told me how she went into the bar to hang out.  Saw Scum GM and told him, she was moving back to Philly. 

He then said "Who am I going to booty call now?"

SCUM!!!! 

She said "What about your girlfriend?"

He said "What if that doesn't work out?"

She said "You could call Golden Ass..."

He said "She's 86!"

Am I over reacting here or is he beyond/below SCUM? Here I am getting attacked for I'm still not sure why, but here he is talking about booty calls!!! What happened to him being head over heels in love with his girlfriend????

Then I find out he no longer has a girlfriend!!!!  Still SCUM!

And I'm mad and annoyed at my friend for not sticking up for me and for getting involved in this whole stupid mess!  If she wants to sleep with him again then she should leave me out of it... 

I cannot wait until this dramatic adventure is over!!!!

[alainacharise-blog]

Dear You,

I won't deny the feeling of trenchancy that overcomes my emotions when you point out my flaws, such as my looks, the way I dress or even the way I mispronounce my words when I get overly excited about something. I know I am not perfect, but no one is... except my God.

Keep in mind, that it's most likely going to distract you from what you don't like about yourself, but will only be a temporary relief.

Please learn to love yourself for who YOU are, not through criticizing others.

Sincerely,

Me.

James 3:14-18

14"But if you have bitter jealousy and selfish ambition in your hearts, do not boast and be false to the truth. 15This is not the wisdom that comes down from above, but is earthly, unspiritual, demonic. 16For where jealousy and selfish ambition exist, there will be disorder and every vile practice. 17But the wisdom from above is first pure, then peaceable, gentle, open to reason, full of mercy and good fruits, impartial and sincere. 18Anda harvest of righteousness is sown in peace by those who make peace."